Bottom line:I separated this post from my previous post and advanced apology to my readers for this long post and thank you for your kind attention. :D

Back to my life.Settling the kayaking programme with Melvin just now. He sounded like a nice guy, he said we could ring him up on Thursday for direction if we are not sure. Anyway, it's from 8.30am - 5pm with lunch break in between. 3 hours in the morning, 3 hours in the afternoon, S$10/hour. Not a bad deal, right. Hmm, we would be teaching them basic strokes as heard from Melvin and yup, that's all about it.

Thoughts.I've no idea how should I put it here. Hmm.. It's like something hard to be expressed yet I want people to know. WTFFF. Anyway, in any case that anything happens, it wouldn't be in my range of handling it if I am not in a part of it. Life's short, judging from that bloody alien abduction and the thunderstorm in Perth, earthquake at Chile weeks ago.. Every natural disaster is falling on us, every few weeks. We gotta live our life happier! If you spend your days being sad/emotional away, you will definitely die with regrets and sorrowfulness.
In short, I'm learning on how to be happier each day, finding things that could keep me occupied. Happy things, that's of course. No doubts, there are gonna be unhappy moments, all the down and heart-wrenching incidents but get over it and move on asap. Good memories stay, no matter what. You can't turn back to life and change the beginning but you can start to create a new ending. Life's a bitch, learn to handle it and you will be happier. If life screw you, get yourself a screw-driver and screw back your life.

Decision is upon others.
You decide what you want, people will respect your decision. Like for me, sometimes I felt that I could only wait and see, I let out my thoughts so people would understand how I feel. No doubts, there are still always an inner-thought within me but at least, there are certain thoughts people could know about me!

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Alright..
I removed the rest of the post.
I'm afraid people would mistaken so in order to maintain peace & harmony, not to stir up any shitass things, I've decided to remove it. I think, Whykei was the only one who read it, provided if she has finished reading my authentic post just now. HAHAHAHAHAHA.