I'm just an INNOCENT party, DUH.

March 30, 2010

This is another blog post dedicate to someone else.
(It's not someone who is close to me though)

I'm not siding anyone, neither am I trying to get involved in this shit.

Everything starts here,
"I AM TRYING TO PROTECT THEM AND NOT LET THEM GET INVOLVED IN THIS." This is quoted from an email (not for me, but it was forwarded to me since it had my name in it), I don't know if YOU will be reading my blog or whatever shit but well, you said that yourself and now what?

Hello, CAN YOU WAKE UP? "Not let them get involved in this." Well, this whole thing is about you and her, your CCA and not mine. I DO NOT CONTROL ANYONE'S LIFE. If she chose to be that way, does that have any thing linked with me? I didn't force her to do anything regarding her life, I DO NOT POINT GUN TO HER HEAD and ask her to freaking get out from that CCA. I did nothing, but maybe lending a pair of listening ears to her and give suggestions.

It was up to her to take any advices of suggestions from me. If she takes it, that's within her own decision. Quit mentioning my name in the email because the reason is simple. I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE DRAGGED INTO THE PICTURE. Get your messed up mind crystal clear. I thought I heard someone saying,"Actually, we all also always slack in school on Fridays 'cos we also think that training is very sian and didn't wanna go"? during some meet up months ago? Am I right to say that? I remembered vividly, you said that before, from your MOUTH.

Damn it. Now what? Trying to be a hypocrite? This is a question, I NEVER SAY you are a HYPOCRITE.

Well, I had nothing against you, since you said YOU DO NOT LIKE ME because of this incident and also, ME BEING AS AN OUTSIDER, getting involved in this, made me feel that I'm the bad one in that freaking email. The whole point is - I'm not supposed to get involved in this. This is the 2nd time, I repeated this in here.

What's with "this IS your fault"?
I meant when something turns out wrong, both parties are at fault. Do not pinpoint your finger at someone else. You too, do have to get some reflection done. It takes 2 hands to clap and what if you were being treated like how she was being treated? I won't say she wasn't not in the wrong because, it was a fact that maybe she lied to you or whatever shitz. Sometimes, you gotta use many perspective ways to view a thing. There are many angles, purely just looking at something.

Well well well, actually, I do not have much comment about the dispute between both of you but I want you to know, this is none of my business and I do not care much about it. I typed this out is purely because, I am frustrated, fed up and feeling unfair for myself to being sucked in for this incident.

How would you feel when actually you were not in that situation and you were get involved? I am sure, you know about this feeling, it happened to you before. Please clear your mind and recall about that particular incident. I could give a little hint here.. It was about someone who assumed you, being as a 3rd party in a relationship. So tell me now, how did you feel at that point of time?

Yes, I am feeling what you felt that time.
Being as an outsider, getting involved in some disputes not regarding to me. What kinda bullshit is this? You can drop me an email, tell me, HOW DO I GET INVOLVED IN THIS. Wtf. Wake up, please. Slap yourself hard on your face if you are not able to wake up. Damn it.

As if, I controlled her life and asked her not to go back to that CCA.
2 words for you, guess it yourself.

"SORRY FOR SOUNDING HARSH" UH.
Damn it.

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