First time in 2 weeks,
I overslept for my lesson at 8.30am. I was shocked when 8.00am showed on my phone at the moment when I wanted to snooze my alarm AGAIN. I didn't know I snoozed so many times that it was an hour late from my waking up time. Undoubtedly, I missed my lecture probably 'cos I'd be at least an hour late and also, lateness is not appropriate for this lecturer thus, I skipped it but hey, I went for my next 2 tutorial classes.

Up next for my day,
I headed to our CCA booth and the crowd wasn't as big as yesterday's and I got bored so.. I walked over to FC 5 and got my lunch. HAAAAHA. Pretty amazing, I did not have to squeeze through there, unlike yesterday which was packed with throngs of people! Life had been great in the afternoon until lunch was over.. When Muxing told me some stuffzzz..

On the way..
To the container room for rock climbing and abseiling equipment, he told me that FO list is screwed big time 'cos Yaosheng's laptop crashed and no backup is done. Just yesterday, I still wondered if this would happen and well, it happened. Worst news ever for CCA Showcase which might resulted us in not having as many freshies coming for FO camp. I'm a little speechless and kinda sian over it. 150+ names just gone like that IF.. The file is not able to be retrieved..

On a happier note,
We did a lot of stuffs today. From abseiling to rock climbing and really experienced different styles of abseiling. It's damn coolz from doing normal abseiling to inverted abseiling and then.. AUSTRALIAN RAPPEL. Coolness. OMG. Australian rappel is a kind of abseiling technique with your face facing downwards. I swear, the moment you step out, you will get freaked out but when you get the feel of it, that would explain the shiokness. I tried for a few times and it's really fun! Anyway, I tried conquering the roof (3rd wall) but failed just at the edgeeeee. A little weeny tiny bit and I could make it but.. FAILED. First time trying, ain't that bad though!

On a end note,
TODAY IS A FRUITFUL DAY.

P/S: I can't wait for tomorrow either! :D OH.. I think I'm fat.

School for today,
Was pretty fine with usual lecture and tutorial classes but my bag was mad heavy although it only contained 1 jacket, 1 wallet, 1 iPod touch, 1 bottle, 1 pencil case, 1 notebook, 2 a-little-thick lecture notes. My left shoulder was breaking but I still survived the day and.. I was punctual for my lesson, alright.

West Coast Park.
For a detour because I didn't wanna slack in school and get many shit surprises so intended to recce WCP with SPA peeps for the upcoming FO Camp but.. The moment I reached there, I went to take bus to Clementi MRT station and headed town after that. I took 2 bus rides just to kill extra time and it seemed like I had too much money to spare but that's just not the case!

I was late..
To my horrifying news, I got a call and somehow, my button went a little haywire so I called back and got myself a very surprising news of having someone still stuck at some longkang place and not yet coming down to town. Okie, this means.. Although I was late for 10mins, someone was even later. Hmm, I only waited for like.. 40 minutes ma. Not very long, hor, handsome? HAHAHAHAHA.

Oh.. To blame someone even more,
When I was waiting for his arrival, my button on the keypad suddenly died on me and I was standing, leaning on the panel like some idiot with a heavy bag, pressing the button over and over again and tadaaaaaaah, it was fixed in the end. Thanks to me, 'cos I kept on pressing it but thanks to someone for spoiling it although.. It's like nothing linked to him but still.. It's still his fault anyway. HAHA.

Side track a bit,
Today's weather is motherfathering hot. From the moment I got out from the house, to MRT station, to board the train, to attend lesson at LT4B, to FC 1, to classroom at T741, to WCP, to Somerset, everywhere is just hot, hot, hot. No idea why but it's really hot. It's like a warm and still air and made me reallllllly sticky.

Actually,
No need to side track 'cos I got nothing much to type already just that.. Thanks everyone for the concern. What doesn't kill me makes me strongerrrrrrr. Whenever I'm still surviving each day, means, I am getting stronger everyday. HAHAHAHA. Hope so though. Just some craps and.. I gotta pack my bag and off to sleep soon!

P/S: The one who was late today and made me waited for 40mins, please don't predict any more stuffs about tomorrow. I don't like shit surprises and I want live peacefully throughout these remaining 3 days in school. Thank you very much! :)

After few hours of completing my tutorial,
I finally came back here and exercised my fingers. Initially, I was blogging but all of my classmates are trying to finish up the goddamn tutorial that is due tomorrow morning and resulted me in trying to get it done ASAP as well. Well, I hated Microsoft Excel and still hating it as usual. The tutorial requires us in doing it in Excel format and I almost screwed everything up but.. It's done! :)

Knocked out.
First time during school days, I actually got knocked out the moment I finished blogging with my iPod Touch, unpacking my stuffs, washing up myself and I accidentally forgotten to unlock my bedroom's door. Roommate A.K.A Zhuxin was almost being locked out last night until I heard some keys rumbling sound outside and with semi-awake mode, I went to open the door. HAHAHA. Epic moment.

14 hours of sleep.
Really perked me up by a lot and I wonder how am I going to sleep tonight. I woke up with muscles aching all over of my body and each step I take, I would feel the ache. Wellz, it's good workout anyway but I foresee that I would be the burden of the team for the X-Physique. It's goddamn tough with intensive running, kayaking and riding the bicycle. Okie, sorry to the teammates if I've let you down during the upcoming race. HAHA.

Module notes.
I'm like the notes collector for the first week of school and it's hell damn heavy. All the best to Jermaine for whom her BF has not contacted me to get the notes for her and her individual research tutorial has to be handed up tomorrow. I have no idea how but I've already informed Wenyi beforehand so.. All the best, DD! It's only that bloody research for tomorrow is a pain in the ass if not, it would rather be fine!

P/S: This is dedicated to handsome who predicted something real bad for me PURPOSELY. I hope whenever you go, you will be eyed by GAYs or trannies. HAHAHA. Thanks for the prediction and I hope I can prove you wrong! Basket.. LOL.

Punctual for the lesson!
Wow, thinking that I slept late last night and I could still reach class at 8.32am! Alright, I waited for 2 trains before I boarded the direct train, thus.. A little late! Overall, I was still pretty punctual and this lecturer is just great! We ended at 10am instead of 1130am and I've already done my 3 tutorials in class. BEST!

Too much free time.
I gotta wait for a couple of friends to be ready and have nothing much to do now. I needed to kill some time but not alone. Aye, the disadvantage of having no clubhouse. It sucks pretty much. With clubhouse, I would still have some place to slack for some privacy. HAHAHA. MC meeting is only starting at 3.30pm at some places in the library and my bag is gonna be heavy with all the thick stacks of notes, twice the weight 'cos I have 2 similar copies!

Aye, what's there to update?
Hmm, probably nothing much for now and I caught Shutter island last night. Storyline was somehow great but the ending was a mystery. Anyway, classmates are all leaving already and where should I go now? OMG.

P/S: HAHA. SOME PEOPLE KENA BUA-ED BY BAPOK(s) ALREADY!

Kick start of the day..
By waking up real late. It was my fault for turning off the alarm instead of snoozing it. My lesson started at 1130am and I woke up only at 1045am. I jumped up and replying SMS-es with vulgarities, too anxious already and I got even more frustrated when I couldn't put in my contact lens for some unknown reasons! Anyway, I bathed within 10mins and rushed out before tidying my bed. Hmm, I wasn't really late for lesson though and.. I ended today at 1230pm before all the briefing.

Mid of the day,
When all the school stuffs are done, I went to the container room to get some stuffs for some dumbass and ended up, having difficulties in closing the container room's rusty doors. Well, I or rather we managed to close it before Shini came. HAHAHAHA. Epic, the moment she came, I locked the door already. So sorry for making you to come down but I gotta return you the key as well. HAHA!

Home sweet home.
I got back home at around 2pm and had cornflakes for my first meal. Anyway, sigh.. Intelligence doesn't really bring you any further. Some people just study too much without having a certain amount of common sense. The rubbish bin is already filled up and you still chucking in your instant noodle in it, even with soup left inside the bowl. Hello, where's the freaking hygiene when I heard you still wanna be a doctor. Waddaeff.

Research..
Freaaaak!! Sigh, I gotta do research on my tutorial but I don't know where to start and the moment I got back home, I felt so tired but I told myself I gotta do it if I'm heading out later for some moviez. This sucks practically because.. The module is 5 credits itself and it's all individual work. I really really feel the stress all over me, it's just the 1st week, 2nd day of my year 3. I need some trainings to be resumed but tomorrow we are having 2nd MC meeting instead. I gotta write and type again! Haiyo!

P/S: Whoever still says my bag is some tarpaulin bag from some Pasar Malam, I pray hard you guys will be touched by bapoks all over your body. HEHEHE.

It's 9.04am!
I just got back home from airport not long ago. With a minimal sleep of only 30mins on the bus ride back, I guess and I stayed awake until now. I couldn't stand myself for not bathing and wanting to sleep. The feeling is just too sticky to endure when I know I've got all the facilities to keep myself clean. It's not like camps or expeditions where you have no choice but cannot bathe!

Later at 1pm..
I'm supposed to be at Clementi MRT Station for kayaking at PM and.. I packed my stuffs already. I'm afraid, I, myself would drag on later when I wake up from my nap. Better be prepared first before I'm gonna be running late later! I hope I will survive there and weather, please be good!

Gastric's calling me!
I had 2 pieces of bread before I encounter any serious gastric pain. I don't wanna fall sick just when school is starting tomorrow and I still wanna kayak and get myself sporty-tanned. Haha! I'm gonna receive another gift later on. Today is like, thanksgiving day. HAHAHAHA. I've gotten a lot of things from overseas. I'm happy, that's of course! :D

Airport time!
Brother Yutai got us souvenirs back from China and they are all very usable and edible! Haha! From Orea to Pocky and then Swiss knives to watch (for me). HEHEHE. Many many flavours for the Pocky and the weird green Ice Cream flavour for Orea. He also bought a lot of stuffs for himself and said it was really a bargain to buy things from there. Envious but it's okie. Envy me more, I've got a new watch. HEHEHEHE! Thanks, bro! BIGGER SMILEY!

To kill time..
We sat at Popeye located at T2 and crapped before moving to Mcdonald's at T3! Hmm, sad to say.. Muxing, Whykei and me walked from T2 to T3 whereas the rest of them, Shini, Veron, Janice and Pangchuen took the last sky train. At that moment, I swear it was freaking epic. The 3 of us rushed to the train, just a few steps slower than them and the door closed on us. BAM! We ended up, strolling away to T3 with few pictures taken. All thanks to us, for walking with the camera provider - SMG A.K.A Whykei.

Jump shots epic failure!
Almost all the photos we took at the Mcdonald's there, it failed big time. HAHAHA. Not my fault but the 2 other burdens namely, Muxing and Shini had no concept of grabbing the time. All the jump shots had me in the air but their reactions were goddamn funny. HAHAHA!! Epic failure.

Appreciation!
Thanks to those who made their way down to airport to welcome back our honorary advisor from SPA. Despite not having the whole SPA coming down, I'm sure my brother would still be happy seeing a few of us turned up anddddd, yes.. The staying up in the airport might be taking a toll on the few of us but I guess is worth it, uh? Take it as some mini gathering and stories sharing session! Aye, just a thank you to everyone who came down! :)

P/S: I think, I'm gonna hit the sack for a couple of hours before I eventually die off.. Good morning, stalkers!

Exhausted!
No excuses of sleeping real late that caused this but.. It's a fact! Even Shini said my eyes are looking super worn out. School's starting and my body clock is screwed big time. Well, I would be probably dying in school and I just realised I've got a lot of mass lectures this time! LT5A is just so small to accommodate everyone. It always end up that the lecture theater fully-packed. If you are late for the lecture then say byebye sitting with your friends!

MOS Burgerrrrrrrr.
My last choice of eating fast food everytime! It's like, it's definitely not my main choice for any meals but I'm really sick of other food so ended up, having this for lunch with my effing-almost-couldn't-get-back-to-singapore friend. She rushed me like mad and bought frozen strawberry for me. Aye, I just had 1 out of 3 pieces and she had my upsized meal instead! Square & fair, ay, yo!

Weather is insane!
Lately, it has been real damn burning hot in the morning and in the afternoon, it's like having wars in the sky. With the lightnings and thunders. Waddaeff! I hate lightnings and really hate it to the core. Each time there's lightning, my eyes automatically blinks like a number of times and my shoulders would jerk. Waddaeff x2! It's like me, being as a retard. Damn it.

Different people, different mindset!
Ay, yo! Well, to me, some people just have a weird mindset from the rest! Maybe it's unique in a way but to me, it's just fextremely weird. Weird in a sense that, it's not unique at all. It's like something, you know you shouldn't and you still freaking whack it and get busted in the end. Aye! Frankly enough, that happened to me once but well, it's all over and for people out there huh, please don't effing mention anything regarding whosoever/whatsoever to me. I don't really freaking care now but would rather be pissed off.

It's their way of doing.
They want it that way, it's their freaking problem and please learn the fact of.. MYOB. Anyway, apology to those who talk to me in MSN and ended up getting really screwed up replies from me. I just felt that I do not need to entertain lame replies and comments. I'm not having PMS as well 'cos my period just ended. Anyway, if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

This is my way of doing.
Anyway, I also believe the fact that, if someone wants to tell you her/his thing, the person would definitely tell you her/himself. I don't really give a damn when you say you wanna tell me something but ended up, not telling me. You'll just get screwed by me and I mean it. Once and for all, I've learnt the fact of only probing into a question just once. If you do not wanna say, I wouldn't prompt you anymore. It had became my way of asking thing since last year, practically because I hate the fact, FREAKING TO THE EXTREME that I ask and to no avail. That's just some muttoneffing irritating stuff to do.

Tumblr.
"Just fucking die with your thoughts. We don’t give a damn." - annjay.L
HAHAHA. Amazingly, when I posted this up there on my tumblr as a quote, there's actually people who liked my post regarding it and that made me happy. Even for the fact that there's only one person who liked it. Aye, not many people follow my tumblr as well! Not those very popular tumblr out there though.

P/S: I'm excited for Monday! HEHEHE. If you know why, you will know why! Right, SMG??

Night of my day.
Dinner at some places with 2 of my almostcouldn'tmakeitbacktosingapore friends. I shall not name any places because, I'm afraid someone who might read my blog and say it's some ulu ulu places. LOL. Anywhere that isn't near to purple line = ulu. Anyway, I really hate people who jump queue like there's nobody's business but she was told off by Whykei. Best.

Dinner was, not bad.
I only had half plate of my rice eaten though but then, it was still yummyyyyyyyy but anyway, journey back home was rather.. Took up some time while waiting for bus. I was goddamn tired and had no idea why although I slept for 2 - 3hours in the afternoon with a dream. Hahaha! I don't remember what's the dream about anyway.

In state of horror.
When I got back home seeing the lights from my mouse. I was like,"WTF! My laptop isn't off again? Must be the updates!!" Well, indeed. It was the updates again and I just unplugged my charger. It almost crashed and I was kinda pissed, by a lot of things. From Facebook to Laptop and MSN.

Sorry, I'm not interested.
So, no point saying those stuffs anymore before I really get seriously pissed off. A trust that is once broken will always have cracks no matter how you fix it back. I'm sorry but it's a fact. I can't really have the trust on you anymore, you may tell me you have your difficulties but well, that's your bloody problems. It's not that I wanna be mean but that's how I felt. Karma is a bitch only if you are one. Too bad.

What's my event for tomorrow?
No texts from people, yet! Still on??

P/S: I wanna eat stingray. -_-

The start of my day.
Is totally absurd. I wondered hard enough if ever did I sleep throughout the night. I guess, somehow.. I did. I slept at around 3 - 4am OFFICIALLY with my mind shut down but waking up at 6am to reply text and back to sleep until when the clock hit 7am, by then.. I was officially AWAKE. I couldn't seem to sleep back and ended up.. Waking up this early, with companions texting with me. Some people like WHYKEI, I have no idea why she would text me, starting the SMS with "SBP". To those who do not know about this initials, it meant "Si Ba Po" in chinese.

Free breakfast!
In fact, I didn't mind waking up early though I'm sort of zombiefied now. HAHA. I had free Mcdonald's BIG BREAKFAST from Shini who owed me quite a number of weeks ago. Coincidentally, Whykei came over for breakfast too! What a morning gathering which all seem so dead and with my braincells ticking away each time I try to pick a game for FO Camp.. :(

Springs of life.
I wanted to catch this drama at 11am on Channel 8 but then the moment I switched on the TV, it's airing some OPERA show! Double U.Tea.Eff. I felt that I was being scammed by mediacock and partly because of my negligence as well. I guess the show is only airing on Monday - Wednesday at 11am. Ultimately -_____- all the way.

School's starting.. SOON.
Real soon. 2 more days of freedom before I'm stuck with my 3rd year in SP, hopefully.. There won't be any 4th, 5th year for me. Who would want it, man! No way, no way. I'd love to graduate with a Diploma and maybe for overseas university over in Australia, provided if.. My parents would wanna sponsor me and.. IF.. My dad is going to get a new house then HEHE, I'm not gonna go Australia. HAHAHA!!! Anyway, I'm just dreaded for year 3 with the FYP. Damn..

Dreaded. Yearned for sleep.
Maybe I should catch some nap now. Everyone seems so tired and exhausted in the morning. I'm sure do, zombiefied. There are 2 days of me having to reach class by 0830 for 2 consecutive days in each week. I told myself, I shouldn't skip classes anymore for year 3 but.. IT.JUST.SEEMS.SO.TOUGH. My Fridays are starting at 1 and ending at 3pm. Woah, great timing.. To skip lesson of the day = skip the day.

Good morning, stalkers!

Insane.
Weather is like changing every moment. At first it's scorching hot like some damn freaking hot volcanoes eruption - exaggerated but anyway, omg. It's really.. HOT. Now, it's raining goddamn heavily with lightnings and roaring thunders. What the craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap, is it! No wonder people are falling sick every now and then but I am a strong and healthy kid, no worries, ayo!

Town again!
I'm hitting town once more tonight to catch movie with my almost-couldn't-get-back-to-Singapore friends. They still got me something something from Redang although my dog said it's nothing much but just a little souvenir from the island. They witnessed 3 - 4 shooting stars with their backs lying on a layer of soft and smooth blue sands. Tell me, HOW GREAT IS THE FEELING, purely just like imaging it?! :'(

Woken up by a horror smacking into my face.
My beloved roommate cum 8 years long of friend told me that my laptop has been on throughout the whole early afternoon. This means that, my laptop is working from last night until this afternoon when I woke up. Holy holy, cow. She said my laptop is still in the updating mode which horrified me. Reformatting doesn't even take that long to be done! I asked a few friends of mine whether purely by unplugging will crash my laptop or not. 3 of them said it won't and great, I unplugged and nothing happens. There was once I unplugged while updating and my whole laptop crashed. WTFISH.

Shoulders jerked.
Each time I saw the super bright lightning with my side eyes and accompanying by a streak of thunders roaring by. Tee.Am.Dee. Sometimes the thunders can just freak you out so suddenly which is so !@#$%^&*. How am I supposed to go out? I don't bring umbrella-ella-ella but.. I've got my super cool waterproof jacket from Uniqlo! HEHE, no worries, mate! :D

In my head,
I see you all over me. You fulfill my fantasies. It's going down, down down down. HAHA. Crazy, lately.. I'm addicted to quite a number of songs and that's really.. My song therapy to my boredom. I can't wait for the movie and I'm sure, I will get some fun out of it by scaring some shit people in the theater. ;)

P/S: Stop the heavy rain, soon.. Pretty please?

Brief updates!
I've been really seriously and very weirdly of getting exhausted goddamn easily. Kosong idea why also. Maybe because for the night of staying awake for more than 24 hours with all the nonsensical stuffs happened for the past few days. It's taking a toll on me mentally and resulted it to be physically as well but then just screw it.

What goes around, comes around. :)
When life always gives you shit, you can use toilet paper to wipe it and clean it with water next or whatever you wanna clean it. :D Damn coolz, I thought of this myself and thus finding myself quite witty sometimes. HAHAHA!! Karma's a biatch only when you are a biatch yourself. So, now you know why all these are happening. :(

Uptown girl.
For the night only. I headed to town just to eat but I was glad that the meet up was at 313 if not, noob like me in sense of direction would probably get lost somewhere in town. Next stop was Cineleisure for super later dinner and almost had nothing to eat. Anyway, after that, we walked from Orchard to Douby Ghaut and both took the last train home at different platforms. Oh, not to forget, I had this big big crumpler bag when strolling over and when compared, my red Manhattan Portage looks really small.

Concern.
Is the best thing on earth, purely just by a text. I appreciate people who would ask you to drop him/her a text when you have reached home late in the night. That's something one can easily do. It's simple but yet, heart-warming. See, I told you, Jeraldine. I am easily contented but you gotta bribe me now. TOO BAD! I want BB. Thanks! HAHAHAHAHA. Lao Niang wants BB. LOL!

School visit.
Tomorrow, to borrow propless games book from Mr. Ho and also, check the letterbox in case of updated stuffs again. Why can't they drop emails to us cos.. Who would go back school every now and then when it's freaking holidays now! I felt guilty when I missed out something important for the club though but then, it's a tradition. HAHAHAHA. :( + :D

Alright,
Have fun tomorrow, hopefully and remember, KARMA uh. ;)

Empty-minded.
I stoned here for almost an hour and I had this sudden loss of words to type plus the sudden tiredness arising in me. I had a lot of things to say but nothing comes out each time I'm typing anything here. I just feel disgusted and got really sick and tired of everything that's happening now. I needed to chill out somewhere out there but I'm still stuck here. HAHA. Well done.

I.. have no idea.
WHAT TO POST AND I AM BEING REFRAINED FROM ANY PROFANITIES. I cannot use many many crude languages if not, I would be giving away 20 cents each time I use. FML. I can never be feminine unless I really really make extra lots of effort in it. HA-HA!

He's the first and only 1.
Who I've talked to and naming all the movies out, telling me he has watched it already. WTFFFFFish. Each and every movies I named out maybe except 2 of it. Tee. Am. Dee. I think he's insane of catching movies almost everyday at night and also, damn crapped.

I've a vodka at home.
It looks almost with a volume of 60cl. I don't drink such a hard liqour alone and how am I going to deal with it? Anyone wants it? HAHA. It says "Expiry date of this bottle is 2 months from purchase date." which is.. 31 March 2010. Aye, I need to get rid of it asap, it'd be an eye sore on the table every now and then. No one is drinking it. Maybe some times with my clique over at some parks? HAAAHAHAHAHA.

The whole afternoon was gone.
Gone with me in my dreams but I forgot what dreams did I actually have and the thunders were so loud in the afternoon that I was fed up and blasted my iPod touch to cover away the noise pollution. I swear, with such weather, a dark + cold room and freaking songs that made you reminded of someone, it could be extremely emotional but I still slept with it anyway..

Waking up in the night.
At around 8pm I guess and started walking up and down aimlessly until I was told to have my dinner and I came online after that, realizing more stunning news. 1, 2, 3. Now is 4, 5, 6. Maybe to the extent of 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, etc.. Who knows?

Trust, no more.
I have no idea on who I should trust anymore. Only a few people that I could really trust now. I'm sick of it, everyone is just so superficial and I'm utterly disgusted by that. Now I learn that trust is tough to break but easily broken. I've had a lot of broken trust with quite a number of people already. Maybe, when you treat me a little bit nicer, I will tell you whatever you wanna know but now, not anymore. I feel so dumb at myself sometimes.

Trimmed fringe.
My mom helped me in the trimming, it's not bangs but short enough to become bangs but my fringe is not leveled so if I wanted it to look like bangs, it wouldn't be straight. HAHAHA. I do look pretty normal in bangs, any suggestion? Bangs, next time?

It's 1:13pm right now.
What's with the time? Few 27mins before I am officially 24 hours awake. HAHA. You know, around 4:30am, I wanted to hit the sack already but people plucked courage to talk to me at around 4 plus going to 5am. We chatted until the time hit 7am and when finally, some souls in my house were waking up and decided to have a hearty yet zombie-fied breakfast with them.

I swear, the weather is goddamn hot.
30mins of breakfast at outdoor coffeeshop made me really sticky and I went back home to bathe. Next, I wanted to sleep but ended up going shopping with mom since I kinda promised her yesterday and I was like a walking corpse. When she talks to me, is either I was too into my iPod touch, if not, I really don't have the energy to pay attention. I thought when everything was done, I could come back home to sleep with aircon but she brought me for lunch instead.. I swear, this time round, the weather is insane, it really felt like oven. WTF.

Back home,
I was dead but then, I came online still. HAHAHAHA. Pretty amazing that I am going to be awake for officially 24 hours. My mom said, always can stay awake when having fun outside huh, that's why now can don't even need to sleep at all. HAHAHA. If there's something for me to do and interesting stuffs to talk about, I'm more than willing to give in my time. :)

It's 1:21pm now.
I really feel dead. My eyes are half-opened and should I get my fringe trimmed evenly to become bangs? Replies are much needed, asap! Thanks!

P/S: I swear I realized more about you and more about me. Thanks for giving a chance to know about this. :D

This is what people do when they don't sleep.

My unglam photos in Facebook are being viewed by my eye candy. WTF. Can't he just get some sleep and stop viewing at my photos. It's like freaking ugly and utterly unglam. He's laughing like mad now and that's bullshit. I cannot ban him from viewing my profile and I feel like slapping him but I am not even close enough to do that on him. TMD!

Surviving relatively well.
I gave up, not letting go. Sometimes some things just not worth the wait. Maybe he has all his own personal reasons but that's his freaking problem. He said this is his characters and he can't change it. He said he has always been a jerk but didn't show it out earlier to me. I hope the girl just won't die in your hand and I hope you wouldn't play around with her like some other casual girls. You know what you can do and yes, no rights in interfering your life. Hope you live peacefully and blissfully then.

Not regretting.
I needed get my attention diverted because I start to regret on whatever things I've said earlier. Many people said I were brave enough to actually drafted out that email and I appreciate those who spent time reading it and gave me supports. You know you guys are the ones I can rely on. Nothing beats more than this, right?

Fuck, I'm not gonna regret. KNN.

Babes, please come back safely.
HAHAHA. Hi to Shini and Whykei, I hope you girls wouldn't get stuck over there in Redang when I heard that you girls didn't have sufficient amount to return and that struck me and my mom. I hope everything is alright for you girls, I want some souvenirs but then, I doubt you girls have extra $$ to purchase. :(

I.AM.HUNGRY.
It's gonna be 4am in 3 minutes time and I am hungry, real hungry. Should I stay up in the morning and eat with my parents? Hmm! Anyway, side track a bit, I can't wait for SPA events leh. Although it will be my last year in SP but I hope I can spend it really fruitfully. I wanna attend people's graduation ceremony on May so I can take photos with them! :D

I'm a bitch.
Be happy everyone, I've called myself a bitch. Many many many reasons why I called myself a bitch. Reason of the reasons, 'cos from the very start of all these things, I shouldn't have fallen into it and making myself and everyone else linked with this, miserable. EDITED. Anyway, it was like July to August when things kicked in. ZZZ.

From the very start,
I should have shunned away from all these things. I should have stood clear in my stand and draw a distinct line over it. People should not have started linking up everyone together. I should not have given out any means of words/shitz.

Again, it's all natural.
I could have blamed myself but you got no control over certain things, unless you are totally voided off yourself from this world. If not, things just happen naturally and nothing could do to change it. If you tell me, things can be controlled and avoided and I will tell you, then why are all these things happening repeatedly, even around the world? Everyone is just not taking control of the things they are having???

I still blame myself.
Hmm.. It's lame but again, fault lies in me. If I could handle it well, maybe such thing would not happen and it won't even be written down as history. I told both of my BFFs (nearly a year ago) that the thing was impossible (when they asked me that question) and it would not definitely happen but wtf, it somehow happened, although it was not made known officially. If I could handle it well.. If.. Everything wouldn't turn up this way.

I still blame myself x2.
If. I. Maintained. My. Choice. And. Freaking. Not. Having. My. Decision. Being. Swayed. Again. Maybe, I would be laughing like some mad woman now, with all the stupid things that I could have done at home. Is it because in my blood that a small little gesture or a few words of sentence from somebody could easily make me tied down, so suddenly? Despite the fact of having serious thoughts over it, typing it to a close friend while weeping away, I still decided to give it a try but fuck yeah, things repeated.

If I repeat my 3rd year module in this new academic year, I would fucking kill myself and die. I mean, WTF. Since everything is repeating, every BAD thing is repeating, something bad is gonna keep repeating. Nah, just kidding. (LOL)

Pinned high hopes.
I actually pinned high hopes due to the fact that when good thing comes back, it might be really a good stuff and it would stay, being after like almost close to 100 days of getting anonymously, becoming almost a complete stranger.

What could I say?
Nothing else. Sit back, relax and enjoy the world with a big heart. Well, I told one of my BFFs that, if good stuff happens again, returning back, I would still give it a go. Am I dumb or just not being sane and stepping in over and over again? The answer is, my mind and heart are just not working together and heart wins it all. Damn it!

First time in this week.
I woke up after twelve in the mid afternoon, I woke up by a call from Shini and decided to wake up officially for lunch. Student meal is one of the best things on earth, have it before you actually bid goodbye to your student life. :)

Green notebook.
Looks nice when I used green ink pen to pen down my thoughts and HAHA, no one knows what's inside it unless it get stolen from people. Let's see, how long this is gonna last and I hope, it would be able to last a couple of months, so my book will be filled up and maybe.. I would then decide to let people have a look in it. ;)

I'm trying..
Hard yet at the same time, controlling not to be an annoyance. It's like you gotta know when to put in and when to pull out which I've yet to master it. The concept of time is jittery and one wrong move could bring you down from sky to underground.

“For us, each day is a dark night. None of us know what might happen even the next minute, and yet still we go forward. Because we trust. Because we have faith."
-Paulo Coelho

Part of my birthday cards.

Early bird.
Gets to eat worms. Nah, anyway, yes.. I've been waking up pretty early for these 2 days, as early as 7am but I fell back asleep on Monday morning though. Hmm, well, I find it worthwhile though. :) As for today, I woke up and never sleep back, not even napping now in the afternoon despite doing housework with Shini at home.

Diet.
I had mac breakfast with Shini in the morning and then, pizzahut with Felicia, Whykei and Shini. It was all sinful meals and I guess, I've been spending money on eating which is not a good thing. Not a good thing! That should only applies on Shini and not me. HAAAAHA. Kidding.

My latest birthday present.
Just gotten it from Felly during lunch 'cos she needed to pass down treasurer's stuffs over to Whykei so we met up together. I was kinda shocked that she bought that Casio analogue watch for me and it happened to be the same as Jun Feng & Wenyi but in my case, it's full black though. Actually, Felly is thoughtful enough to get a watch for me, knowing that my digital Nike watch is spoilt and not yet repaired. Thanks Felly! <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="">


Side note:
You are like a melody in my head that I can't keep out and got me singing like na na na na, everyday. It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay, ay.. It's all worthwhile. :)

19th (Belated) celebration with SPA.
I was punctual when reaching the meet-up point at Orchard MRT station but only realising I was the only one there and had to wait for the others. Let's skip those useless part and move on to the climax of the celebration.

Botanic Garden.
We walked round and round there under the rain but I had an umbrella shared with Whykei. Well, you would ask who suggested it and I will tell you, the person is Eugene Chow who didn't come! If the weather was good, maybe it would be a good venue but then.. everywhere was wet and kept walking without finding any suitable shelter because it was all being occupied by foreigners. Doubtlessly, Jiayao of course, kp-ed the one who suggested this place. HAHAHAHA.

Eating time!
Thanks to those who made an effort for bringing the food. All the tidbits, jellies, sausages, sandwiches. It was definitely filling for our stomach and a picnic without drinks. HAHA. Epic failure but there are water coolers all around there so it's still not that bad though.

Birthday ceremony.
Birthday cards, presents and cake were all presented to us (Veron & me) and wow, Veron's birthday card is nicer than mine by a lot! TMD, kidding kidding. HAHAHA. Effort that counts. I still love it and yes, I received lots of birthday cards this year. A total of 6 for it and almost each and every one of it is handmade and I'm really appreciated for that! I've gotten rashvest, buff and also an unknown (yet to receive) present. It's all adventurous stuffs and yes, pretty sure they are all gonna be useful for me.

Dinner time!
Shini and I both met up with Muxing for dinner at NYNY. Someone's in guilt for not attending the birthday celebration today. They changed the date to suit him but still, he couldn't make it and thus, a birthday dinner treat from him. HAHAHAHA. I didn't really spend money today at all. Money-saver! Woohoo! Thanks for the birthday dinner and actually, I think.. It's a tad unworthy for a meal at NYNY though.. Hmm.. That's only my own opinion!

Home sweet home.
Yes, everything ended and we got back home and now I've almost finished blogging and going to bathe real soon! I think, tomorrow, my bitches are gonna celebrate my birthday with me again(?) You girls still owe me 14 more celebration for last year and are you girls trying to repay it back this year? Haha! Thank you very much in advance! <3 data-blogger-escaped-span="" style="font-style: italic;">

Keep it short & sweet. (K.I.S.S)
I stayed home the whole day with dinner at home and editing my blog template plus playing of my Facebook FarmVille. This is what I normally do when I am REALLY bored at home. This also resulted me in hogging the TV for shows and movies. :D

Firstly,
I watched Incredible Tales on Channel 5 and it was like.. "Duh.." It's not as horrifying as the first few seasons, I should say.. Then, while I was watching "I'm not stupid too", Shini was like asking me out for dinner/supper which I rejected a lot a lot of times 'cos, I'd already told her I wanna watch TV programmes at home. Is either you packet it up or you don't eat. HAHAHA.

Next,
She was like telling me she would be buying tidbits up to catch the movie "The Maid" over here. Few minutes later, she rang me up and asked me to open the door. I was so engrossed in watching the show and replying SMS, I almost forgotten to open the door for her.

Followed up,
I was eyeing on the Sheng Shiong plastic bag she brought up, wondering what tidbits she bought but she kept urging me to my bedroom's door. The moment I was at the door, I still looked at her plastic bags and yes, the door suddenly opened with Zhuxin holding on to a small birthday cake with lighted candle and tadaaaaaah!

Surprise!
My birthday celebration by both of them! I was undeniably stunned and started ransacking the plastic bags 'cos it's the instax mini 55i they bought for me. So much LOVES! Damn it, my loves for you girls are overflowing! Hahaha!

Excited!
I got so excited that I started opening the box and asking them to take photos with it and woah, it was all nice pictures because all of us are beautiful, ain't it! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">END NOTE!
I LOVE YOU GIRLS, NEVER FAILED TO IMPRESS ME ALTHOUGH.. THE PLOT OF ASKING ME OUT FOR DINNER BY SHINI WAS A TOTAL EPIC FAILURE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. TOO BAD, STILL GOT LOTS OF ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT FOR ACTING, SHINI! THANKS ZHUXIN FOR THE HOMEMADE BIRTHDAY FRAME FOR ME!!

Actually..
I've no idea what to post about. This is one of my reasons for shutting down my blog just yesterday and people came round asking me, what happened to my blog.. Am I emo and stuffs like that. Well, I'm kinda sick of my blog and I realised, a lot people had been going to my blog but just that they don't tag!

Anyway..
Many many things happened. It's hard to pen it down just like that and I appreciated everyone who made the effort for a going-to-happen and already-happened-birthday celebrations for me. Thanks for all the going-to-receive presents from you guys, guess it would cost quite hefty for you all. Many many thanks to all and also, Zhuxin Chay, I'm still waiting for my.. Surprise that you were making for me last night and I almost ended up sleeping in the living room!

Ability..
Well, there's a limit to one's ability and I'm not someone who has the capability to do many many stuffs but I'm willing to give it a shot. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Normally, I'd only go for a sure-win war but right now, it's either I lose or I win. Wait, or has it ended without having a start? Whatever it is, I believe that when there's hope, we should try, no matter what. So long you've put your best foot forward, I'm sure, even if you fail, you would not fail with regrets.

Alright,
I'm told that everything's back to normal so, let it be. Normal, at least it wouldn't be something bad either. Good thing. I hope over there, you will be doing fine! :)

Something that starts with "A"..
Okie, I can't think anymore words that starts with "A" to be my subtitles.

One last thing before I end my post here,
I'm looking forward for my presents actually. I wanna take photos with my b'day present that both Zhuxin & Shini will be giving me and I hope it won't rain on Sunday!

P/S: I don't wanna be friends.