The whole afternoon was gone.
Gone with me in my dreams but I forgot what dreams did I actually have and the thunders were so loud in the afternoon that I was fed up and blasted my iPod touch to cover away the noise pollution. I swear, with such weather, a dark + cold room and freaking songs that made you reminded of someone, it could be extremely emotional but I still slept with it anyway..

Waking up in the night.
At around 8pm I guess and started walking up and down aimlessly until I was told to have my dinner and I came online after that, realizing more stunning news. 1, 2, 3. Now is 4, 5, 6. Maybe to the extent of 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, etc.. Who knows?

Trust, no more.
I have no idea on who I should trust anymore. Only a few people that I could really trust now. I'm sick of it, everyone is just so superficial and I'm utterly disgusted by that. Now I learn that trust is tough to break but easily broken. I've had a lot of broken trust with quite a number of people already. Maybe, when you treat me a little bit nicer, I will tell you whatever you wanna know but now, not anymore. I feel so dumb at myself sometimes.