SBW WV Expedition.
Awaits for SPA Sea Expedition!
NJ is back!
Hokay, I think I should post a proper update before losing all the readers! Life has never been good when it is nearing the exams period and what's more, we still need to juggle with our FYP as well! Suckz totally.
Berkelah Waterfalls.
We, the scouting team - Shini, Amanda, Janice, Yutai and Jianwei headed over there a day earlier to do a recce on the weather and also the campsite! We had a sumptuous meal at Kim Gary Hong Kong Cafe before buying our camp food and setting off to Kuantan bus terminal later in the night at 11pm!
Long story cut short,
Food was good, dinner and breakfast with hashbrowns, tuna, prata, mushroom soup and every other things that came along and fit perfectly with it! Awesomez. New tent was the greatest set of equipment over there, I napped inside the tent with natural cooling air when it was pouring real heavily outside!
Freezing cold bath was WOAH!
We dipped ourselves into the water there and I swear your goosebumps appeared just 0.1sec laterz and it didn't disappear until you were done with changing into new set of clothes but the experience was HEHE, priceless!
Hi, Komodo Dragon.
Well, it was a monitor lizard and its size was humongous. Okie, that's exaggerating but it looked kind of.. A tad bigger than the average monitor lizards. Priceless moment by Jianwei when we witnessed the lizard swimming across the stream to our campsite. Why? Jianwei literally threw up the pack of food when he saw the lizard and ran to back to the campsite. Uh, we all laughed like some happy kids when karma strikes and Shini fell down at the stream and it was more funnier. HAHAHA.
Hey! Good morning, participants!
The actual participants and committee members hiked up on the 2nd day. No doubts, I'm sure they had some fun playing the natural slide and swam at summit! Just then, the komodo dragon attacked our "kitchen" and had 70 eggs eaten? Sure do, it had a great full meal! Yup, night falls, and soon, everyone hit the sack and the last day of the expedition arrived where everyone trekked back to the foot of the mountain, conquered the super long pathway before hitting the main road and hopped onto the bus for refreshing watermelons and back to JB!
Not to forget..
The night skies there for both night were awesome. It's as nice as how an artist paints a piece of a dark sky with a pocketful of stars and a brightly-lighted moon and a few airplanes to complete the whole picture. Hokay, this is crap when I can summarise it as a "Starry Night". HAHA.
Horight, let's get suntanned!
Sea training on last Saturday and well, I had fun! Paddling with a kayak full of water, jumping off into the sea, kayaked 3 rounds around the breakwater, getting sunburnt and demonstrating new skills to upgraders. I could wrap up this whole training as a fun and fruitful one! :D
Hit the books!
More as if the books hit me and make me "faint" each time I try to caress them with my mind. Sigh, books and notes never fail to hypnotise me and I really really need the drive to get it started and end it well! Damnnnnnnn, not much time left! Not a cut-out for studies and extra effort is sure needed.
Hey, congratulations to the Degree holder!
Thursday will be the day where my brother will get his degree cert. and wear the graduation robe! Yes, I am gonna attend his convocation with my parents on Thursday morning which greatly explains why I am in Malaysia now.. Since my dad will be driving in to Singapore on Thursday, why not come back to enjoy and study and hitch a ride back home in Singapore? :D
Dance! Step Up 3!
It's fantabulous and yes, my mind is still lingered with the dancers in the movie. It's awfully awesome and I swear I could keep watching it, it's just so amazing and it really really worth the penny, people! Catch it if you have got the time! IT.WILL.NOT.DISAPPOINT.YOU.
Side note:
Well, all I could say is.. You gotta accept anything and everything that are given to you, be it good or bad, it's bit and parcel of life. No point getting too emotional 'cos it jolly well doesn't bring you any good! You've got a choice, a choice in making a decision - To be happy or not. Learn to be happy and everyone around you will be happy too! ^^v
P/S: I really hate CWS for the late calls and screwed my body clock. Sigh..
P/S/S: A little bit of revision before I sleep!
Goodnight, lovelies! :)
Hokay, I think I should post a proper update before losing all the readers! Life has never been good when it is nearing the exams period and what's more, we still need to juggle with our FYP as well! Suckz totally.
Berkelah Waterfalls.
We, the scouting team - Shini, Amanda, Janice, Yutai and Jianwei headed over there a day earlier to do a recce on the weather and also the campsite! We had a sumptuous meal at Kim Gary Hong Kong Cafe before buying our camp food and setting off to Kuantan bus terminal later in the night at 11pm!
Long story cut short,
Food was good, dinner and breakfast with hashbrowns, tuna, prata, mushroom soup and every other things that came along and fit perfectly with it! Awesomez. New tent was the greatest set of equipment over there, I napped inside the tent with natural cooling air when it was pouring real heavily outside!
Freezing cold bath was WOAH!
We dipped ourselves into the water there and I swear your goosebumps appeared just 0.1sec laterz and it didn't disappear until you were done with changing into new set of clothes but the experience was HEHE, priceless!
Hi, Komodo Dragon.
Well, it was a monitor lizard and its size was humongous. Okie, that's exaggerating but it looked kind of.. A tad bigger than the average monitor lizards. Priceless moment by Jianwei when we witnessed the lizard swimming across the stream to our campsite. Why? Jianwei literally threw up the pack of food when he saw the lizard and ran to back to the campsite. Uh, we all laughed like some happy kids when karma strikes and Shini fell down at the stream and it was more funnier. HAHAHA.
Hey! Good morning, participants!
The actual participants and committee members hiked up on the 2nd day. No doubts, I'm sure they had some fun playing the natural slide and swam at summit! Just then, the komodo dragon attacked our "kitchen" and had 70 eggs eaten? Sure do, it had a great full meal! Yup, night falls, and soon, everyone hit the sack and the last day of the expedition arrived where everyone trekked back to the foot of the mountain, conquered the super long pathway before hitting the main road and hopped onto the bus for refreshing watermelons and back to JB!
Not to forget..
The night skies there for both night were awesome. It's as nice as how an artist paints a piece of a dark sky with a pocketful of stars and a brightly-lighted moon and a few airplanes to complete the whole picture. Hokay, this is crap when I can summarise it as a "Starry Night". HAHA.
Horight, let's get suntanned!
Sea training on last Saturday and well, I had fun! Paddling with a kayak full of water, jumping off into the sea, kayaked 3 rounds around the breakwater, getting sunburnt and demonstrating new skills to upgraders. I could wrap up this whole training as a fun and fruitful one! :D
Hit the books!
More as if the books hit me and make me "faint" each time I try to caress them with my mind. Sigh, books and notes never fail to hypnotise me and I really really need the drive to get it started and end it well! Damnnnnnnn, not much time left! Not a cut-out for studies and extra effort is sure needed.
Hey, congratulations to the Degree holder!
Thursday will be the day where my brother will get his degree cert. and wear the graduation robe! Yes, I am gonna attend his convocation with my parents on Thursday morning which greatly explains why I am in Malaysia now.. Since my dad will be driving in to Singapore on Thursday, why not come back to enjoy and study and hitch a ride back home in Singapore? :D
Dance! Step Up 3!
It's fantabulous and yes, my mind is still lingered with the dancers in the movie. It's awfully awesome and I swear I could keep watching it, it's just so amazing and it really really worth the penny, people! Catch it if you have got the time! IT.WILL.NOT.DISAPPOINT.YOU.
Side note:
Well, all I could say is.. You gotta accept anything and everything that are given to you, be it good or bad, it's bit and parcel of life. No point getting too emotional 'cos it jolly well doesn't bring you any good! You've got a choice, a choice in making a decision - To be happy or not. Learn to be happy and everyone around you will be happy too! ^^v
P/S: I really hate CWS for the late calls and screwed my body clock. Sigh..
P/S/S: A little bit of revision before I sleep!
Goodnight, lovelies! :)
C'mon.
Tilt your head with me.
I'm sorry for the hiatus but still, I'm gonna be away for days 'cos everything is still fucked right now. It's a big deal so yes, update when I update.
Thingalwaysdoesntgothewayyouwantittobe.
FUGGED.
SPA National Day BBQ.
Shini's extra; Thom and me PPCDL Holder. HAHAHA.
Brief updates.
Good'ay!
- Back home in Malaysia.
- Eat, enjoy, sleep.
- Trimmed my fringe - look like a kiddo now.
- Hafiz's 23rd Birthday - Happy Birthday!
- FYP today, YOG torch event is cancelled.
- Salt later, maybe..
- Great weather - feel like kayaking.
- Need some sleep.
- Have to sleep.
- Gotta sleep.
Good'ay!
Er, I'm waiting for BBQ's photo.
Meanwhile, use this as replacement first.
What? Rock climbing on National Day?
Yup, 4 of us; Shini, Muxing, Weiloon and me headed to school on public holiday just to get back in touch with the DSD walls before heading off to Berkelah on Sunday night. It seems so long since I last climbed, I didn't have the time to climb 'cos my FYP was on Mondays which clashed with rock climbing session in school. a 2 hours of climbing and we were off to bathe, buying Muxing's vegetarian food, ran after bus 33 and headed to Gha's house for BBQ.
Hello, it's the OMGWTFBBQ session.
A national day SPA BBQ gathering at Gha's house! Hmm, his house looks nice and we did had a lot of fun there but Jianwei went home first 'cos he has to fly to Bangkok for vacation. Enjoy enjoy only and yes, without him, most of the entertainments died off but well, there were still guitarists to perk up the atmosphere! A fun and fruitful night with the SPA peeps, from Year 1s to Year 3s, I'm sure everyone mingled well with each other, including the only alumni representative - Thomas Li Jian Jie.
A little bit of thoughts.
I've no idea how to pen it all down here 'cos I feel no privacy about writing them down in my blog anymore. Damn it, unlike the last time where I shoot everything out in my blog. Fuuugggg. Alright, I'm just vexed over some stuffs and I really have no idea what's my next step should be. I'm just not ready for anything yet and sometimes it takes time to unlock myself to the world so.. When it's time to actually play, I would just let it out and enjoy myself which might tend to be a little bit over but that's me and that's why I wouldn't wanna promise anything for now.
Hi people.
I'm fine though. HAHA. It's nothing and I'm gonna hit the sack real soon. A little dreaded to get my brain working and after a sleep, everything will be okie. Ding! :)
Goodnight.
Night cycling..
It's been awhile since I last blogged.
Hi, PEOPPLE!
Yes, I know this blog is kinda died off for days already 'cos I was really tired and too lazy to get my fingers working but guess what? I'm back here 'cos it's HOLIDAYS! Crap, we need to study during holidays for our tests and exams. Sigh.. Not to forget, there's FYP and expedition as well.. Double sigh..
Night cycling!
It was held last Saturday from SP to Changi Village and yes, I shouted like mad during cycling because of the frequent stopping and everyone was asking me to chill but it looked like I cycled for 5 minutes and stopped for 10 minutes, it was a tad annoying but 2nd half of the journey was much better 'cos we cycled to Changi Village via East Coast Park! ;)
Anyway, I was trying the free-hands technique and lost balance, fell down and everyone surrounded me. Embarrassed but teehee, thanks for all the concerns! It was just blueblacks and abrasion on my elbow! I fell but I stood back up! :D Well, some commotion after the event but everything was solved and we had breakfast at Changi Village before cabbing home after a long night. Still, a great job to the committee members. ;)
School days.
Lessons were as per normal and there was this formal F&B presentation on Tuesday which made me feel a little uneasy of wearing dress to school but well, I had people to walk me to class with a packet of fisherman's friend. HEHE. Life's ain't that bad after all and everything was just as mundane! Oh well, finally a class outing on Wednesday and also, I caught a lot of movies until some people started scolding me but well, the movies now are worth the catch!
Moooo-veeees.
Sorcerer's Apprentice with Shini and Edwin, Tekken with Shini, Street Dance with Shini, Edwin and Hafiz and I would like to apologise to people who sat beside me during the movie. HAHAHA. I've got a lot of actions so yes, I disturb people while they are engrossed in the movies 'cos I love to see their reactions. HEHE. Anyway, I had a companion when I was going home on Friday after school. HEHEHEHE.
Saturdayyyyyy.
It was one of my big days. It was the day that I had PPCDL Practical test and I swear, weeks ago, I was damn stressed over it but guess what? People, people, I've passed this bloody test just for the first try and all I could say was that, Captain Rosli's really nice to me and I would really really like to take this opportunity to thank all of my friends who believed in me, lending me all their lucks and all the supports!
You know I love you!
I really really love you guys, especially Shini, Hafiz, Edwin and Zhelin a.k.a Stephen Fong a.k.a Sticky provider a.k.a BFF (Not Best Friend Forever but something vulgar) who managed to keep up with my nonsense in telling them that I would die for the test and also, Thomas who tried to run through everything with me and last but not least, Zul from sailing club, he let me practiced my berthing skills right before my test. Thanks guys! I'm a happy girl! :D
Sundaeeee.
No, I had no sundae but Sunday was rather a boring day with no activities and all but life continues and I'm having SPA National Day BBQ later on at Gha's house! I can't wait for it so I will see who will get dumped into the pool and there would be guitar performance, hopefully.. By Hafiz and Edwin! Woohooooooo. Life's greattttttt for now before having us getting prepared for the battle after the 3 weeks break!
It's 2:04am, now.
Yes, I thought this would be a goddamn long post but it's not! Ahhhh, too long since I blogged, my skills are now gone with the second that just passed each time I typed a new word here. Anyhowwww, time to hit the sack soon before some rock and roll session with the rockwall in school later onnnnnn.
Goodnight lovelies!
Yes, I know this blog is kinda died off for days already 'cos I was really tired and too lazy to get my fingers working but guess what? I'm back here 'cos it's HOLIDAYS! Crap, we need to study during holidays for our tests and exams. Sigh.. Not to forget, there's FYP and expedition as well.. Double sigh..
Okie, whatever stuffs that I'm gonna write, is not in sequence of the events happening 'cos I'm kinda.. Lost track of the dates and everything already! I will just write things that are in my mind now, hokay? :D
Night cycling!
It was held last Saturday from SP to Changi Village and yes, I shouted like mad during cycling because of the frequent stopping and everyone was asking me to chill but it looked like I cycled for 5 minutes and stopped for 10 minutes, it was a tad annoying but 2nd half of the journey was much better 'cos we cycled to Changi Village via East Coast Park! ;)
Anyway, I was trying the free-hands technique and lost balance, fell down and everyone surrounded me. Embarrassed but teehee, thanks for all the concerns! It was just blueblacks and abrasion on my elbow! I fell but I stood back up! :D Well, some commotion after the event but everything was solved and we had breakfast at Changi Village before cabbing home after a long night. Still, a great job to the committee members. ;)
School days.
Lessons were as per normal and there was this formal F&B presentation on Tuesday which made me feel a little uneasy of wearing dress to school but well, I had people to walk me to class with a packet of fisherman's friend. HEHE. Life's ain't that bad after all and everything was just as mundane! Oh well, finally a class outing on Wednesday and also, I caught a lot of movies until some people started scolding me but well, the movies now are worth the catch!
Moooo-veeees.
Sorcerer's Apprentice with Shini and Edwin, Tekken with Shini, Street Dance with Shini, Edwin and Hafiz and I would like to apologise to people who sat beside me during the movie. HAHAHA. I've got a lot of actions so yes, I disturb people while they are engrossed in the movies 'cos I love to see their reactions. HEHE. Anyway, I had a companion when I was going home on Friday after school. HEHEHEHE.
Saturdayyyyyy.
It was one of my big days. It was the day that I had PPCDL Practical test and I swear, weeks ago, I was damn stressed over it but guess what? People, people, I've passed this bloody test just for the first try and all I could say was that, Captain Rosli's really nice to me and I would really really like to take this opportunity to thank all of my friends who believed in me, lending me all their lucks and all the supports!
You know I love you!
I really really love you guys, especially Shini, Hafiz, Edwin and Zhelin a.k.a Stephen Fong a.k.a Sticky provider a.k.a BFF (Not Best Friend Forever but something vulgar) who managed to keep up with my nonsense in telling them that I would die for the test and also, Thomas who tried to run through everything with me and last but not least, Zul from sailing club, he let me practiced my berthing skills right before my test. Thanks guys! I'm a happy girl! :D
Sundaeeee.
No, I had no sundae but Sunday was rather a boring day with no activities and all but life continues and I'm having SPA National Day BBQ later on at Gha's house! I can't wait for it so I will see who will get dumped into the pool and there would be guitar performance, hopefully.. By Hafiz and Edwin! Woohooooooo. Life's greattttttt for now before having us getting prepared for the battle after the 3 weeks break!
It's 2:04am, now.
Yes, I thought this would be a goddamn long post but it's not! Ahhhh, too long since I blogged, my skills are now gone with the second that just passed each time I typed a new word here. Anyhowwww, time to hit the sack soon before some rock and roll session with the rockwall in school later onnnnnn.
Goodnight lovelies!
Shape Run 2010.
You go, ladies! :D
You go, ladies! :D
Shape Run 2010.
It totally drained me out and volunteers were even more tired than the runners. We reported at 11pm and then, waited until 7am for the 10km run flag off. Guess what, I seriously dropped dead for 6hrs once I go home, without eating, bathed and slept shortly after. Dang.. I even continued doing my report which was due yesterday after such a tiring dayyyy. :(
Monday was duuuh.
School was alright, we finished tutorial in class and I totally slacked during the mass lecture and a lot of us brought the wrong set of notes so.. I spent time listening to my iPod Touch and slept throughout the lesson but well, the lecture was redundant anyway.
Library is the next clubhouse.
I hit the library after school while waiting for poly 50 training to start and sigh.. Only 5 upgraders came for training, some of them didn't even know about the training yesterday and a few of them were busy with school work but anyway, WOAH, we only had poly 30 with 14 - 15 of people and that could actually made me wanna die but I still survived. TEEHEE. Running with SP trackers really put stress on me. LOL. No kidding.
Late dinner at 10pm.
With extra side dish Shini ordered. (Y) I couldn't finish my food and have no idea why, probably because I just finished a run and made me have no much appetite. Yes, finally back home, get myself cleaned and started doing on ESH mini project.. Off to bed shortly after!
Morninggggg was OMG, cooling!
Yes, there were like 5 SMS-es and I'm such a light sleeper, even just with the vibration, I could wake up and yes, my phone is in silent mode ever since ages ago but anyway, everyone was sending me morning texts and finally dragged myself out of the bed and replied all of them before heading for school.
Imma happy girl!
Off to school happily with laptop in my bag, Baoling saw me when walking to the class for mass lecture and I sat with her, having her to help me in highlighting and writing on my notes. (Y) Best sister ever and yes, after an hour of lesson.. I headed back home. Best. After class, I called my classmate and she told me F&B tutorial was canceled so I was like.. "HUH? ARE YOU SERIOUS??? HUHHHHHH?!?!?!" Thinking that she might be having a prank on me so I asked my another classmate and it turned out to be real..
Hitchingggggg free ride..
FTW. Yes, not too bad.. When I was walking to the MRT station, they rang me up again, asking me where was I and they are gonna fetch me home. HEHEHE. Nice! Thanks Atik for the ride, damn.. It's good! Woohoo, thus.. I am a happy girl today and yes, I finally changed my bank book! I need to go back to M'sia and pass my mom my bank book already! I miss the food! :(
Hokay, I wonder..
If I should catch Inception at CWP later but a lot of SPA peeps wanna watch also, maybe postpone it to some later dates this week? Aye! No idea but well, we'll see how laterz and I haven't been eating since I woke up. FML.
Good'ay!
It totally drained me out and volunteers were even more tired than the runners. We reported at 11pm and then, waited until 7am for the 10km run flag off. Guess what, I seriously dropped dead for 6hrs once I go home, without eating, bathed and slept shortly after. Dang.. I even continued doing my report which was due yesterday after such a tiring dayyyy. :(
Monday was duuuh.
School was alright, we finished tutorial in class and I totally slacked during the mass lecture and a lot of us brought the wrong set of notes so.. I spent time listening to my iPod Touch and slept throughout the lesson but well, the lecture was redundant anyway.
Library is the next clubhouse.
I hit the library after school while waiting for poly 50 training to start and sigh.. Only 5 upgraders came for training, some of them didn't even know about the training yesterday and a few of them were busy with school work but anyway, WOAH, we only had poly 30 with 14 - 15 of people and that could actually made me wanna die but I still survived. TEEHEE. Running with SP trackers really put stress on me. LOL. No kidding.
Late dinner at 10pm.
With extra side dish Shini ordered. (Y) I couldn't finish my food and have no idea why, probably because I just finished a run and made me have no much appetite. Yes, finally back home, get myself cleaned and started doing on ESH mini project.. Off to bed shortly after!
Morninggggg was OMG, cooling!
Yes, there were like 5 SMS-es and I'm such a light sleeper, even just with the vibration, I could wake up and yes, my phone is in silent mode ever since ages ago but anyway, everyone was sending me morning texts and finally dragged myself out of the bed and replied all of them before heading for school.
Imma happy girl!
Off to school happily with laptop in my bag, Baoling saw me when walking to the class for mass lecture and I sat with her, having her to help me in highlighting and writing on my notes. (Y) Best sister ever and yes, after an hour of lesson.. I headed back home. Best. After class, I called my classmate and she told me F&B tutorial was canceled so I was like.. "HUH? ARE YOU SERIOUS??? HUHHHHHH?!?!?!" Thinking that she might be having a prank on me so I asked my another classmate and it turned out to be real..
Hitchingggggg free ride..
FTW. Yes, not too bad.. When I was walking to the MRT station, they rang me up again, asking me where was I and they are gonna fetch me home. HEHEHE. Nice! Thanks Atik for the ride, damn.. It's good! Woohoo, thus.. I am a happy girl today and yes, I finally changed my bank book! I need to go back to M'sia and pass my mom my bank book already! I miss the food! :(
Hokay, I wonder..
If I should catch Inception at CWP later but a lot of SPA peeps wanna watch also, maybe postpone it to some later dates this week? Aye! No idea but well, we'll see how laterz and I haven't been eating since I woke up. FML.
Good'ay!
It took me goddamn long..
To upload one picture on blogger. WTF.
It has been exactly 7 days for not blogging.To upload one picture on blogger. WTF.
Life's is really hectic this entire week. It's like, every single day after school, I would be having something on for sure.
Monday - FYP at MTV Asia.
Tuesday - Diving Theory Test.
Wednesday - Abseiling Rescue Course.
Thursday - FYP MTV Asia.
Friday - Samsung Human Torch Event.
Saturday - Training plus Shape Run Volunteer help out.
Sunday - Help out continues until 12pm. (Y)
Reports/assignments/projects.
These are those never-ending stuffs, reappearing in my this whole academic year. FML. Being as a year 3 student, really can just suck thumb and wait for the arrival of graduation. (Y) Well, Thursday was naise, I got off from FYP at 5pm, the earliest timing everrrrrr and I met up with Shini for movie at Cineleisure!
Friday, which was just yesterday..
LOA is provided for us who took part in volunteering this Samsung Human Torch event at Clarke Quay, sort of related to YOG. I swear, this was the first time I hurled vulgarities so freaking loud that the guys in front of me looked so stunned.
FUGGED.
Some idiots just had nothing better to do, giving them brains are useless. They are at least 17 years old and guess what, they started throwing leftover food at AES and when SP was in between them in the tentage so we became the victims but I didn't bother because it didn't affect me. Next, we moved out to the open field for the actual start of the event and fuck, not trying to be racists but the Malays from ITE started throwing ripped open packets of chilli sauce and mustard. The moment it hit on me, I really hurled all the vulgarities at them. Fucking bastards, get a life and grow up. The teachers from AES complained but I think.. It didn't turn out well.
End of event.
There were performance by SG Idol 2009 and also hiphop dancers with some others, they invited the DJ from Butter Factory as well and the goodies bag sucked. HAHA, the whole event, I only liked their Dri Fit shirt.
Too much things to be said.
One whole week for not blogging, I should be writing a super long post but guess what.. The days are just plainly filled with so many stuffs that I didn't know how to even compose a proper content for it so.. I guess I should end here, change my OS to Vista and upload new songs into my iPod Touch before hitting the sack!
Goodnight!
I know I need to think.
Just as I have no idea where to start with.
Seriously, hell lots of thoughts running in my mind now but I don't know what are they and how are they gonna relate to my life. Sometimes, I just feel so blank that I don't really feel like talking, replying SMS-es or going out 'cos I know if I were to go out, probably you would find me getting really anti-social which isn't good side. Guess what? I actually do not have the same courage of blogging out whatever shit thoughts I'm having now. It makes me feel naked as everyone could easily access to my blog and read everything. It does sound ironic, isn't it? I guess that's life and there's a saying of "change is the only constant thing". Everyone, everything changes and so do I. I just feel as if I wasted my poly life away and I have no idea what's holding me back in going back SPA for training, this actually sounds damn weird coming out from my mouth. I think, I need to sort out my thoughts; I just need some time and I will be fine.
Well, no point asking me what's wrong, what happened or whatever bullshit 'cos I, myself have no idea what's going on with me as well so just STFU, I don't need any comments, alright?
Goodnight.
Just as I have no idea where to start with.
Seriously, hell lots of thoughts running in my mind now but I don't know what are they and how are they gonna relate to my life. Sometimes, I just feel so blank that I don't really feel like talking, replying SMS-es or going out 'cos I know if I were to go out, probably you would find me getting really anti-social which isn't good side. Guess what? I actually do not have the same courage of blogging out whatever shit thoughts I'm having now. It makes me feel naked as everyone could easily access to my blog and read everything. It does sound ironic, isn't it? I guess that's life and there's a saying of "change is the only constant thing". Everyone, everything changes and so do I. I just feel as if I wasted my poly life away and I have no idea what's holding me back in going back SPA for training, this actually sounds damn weird coming out from my mouth. I think, I need to sort out my thoughts; I just need some time and I will be fine.
Well, no point asking me what's wrong, what happened or whatever bullshit 'cos I, myself have no idea what's going on with me as well so just STFU, I don't need any comments, alright?
Goodnight.
Time to study..
For diving theory test.
For diving theory test.
Somehow.. I'm dreaded for school and feel even more dead for FYP.
Apparently, heading down to Dhoby Ghaut is a chore for me, the journey back home is really long and it really sucks, dragging your soul-less body back home and prepare yourself for school on the next day. I guess it's time to slow down everything, take a step back and have a bigger view of everything - that's how you get yourself in viewing a bigger picture and handle each and everything in any aspect. One step at a time and things will be smooth-sailing. Woohoo.
Hey, Truly Asia.
I feel like going back Malaysia on the Thursday but provided that MTV Asia doesn't need us on that afternoon as well. I want to eattttt good food from Truly Asia and visit my parents before my weekends are all burn, unable to head back home in anytime soon.
It's time to hit the sack.
Goodnight, people.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Apparently, heading down to Dhoby Ghaut is a chore for me, the journey back home is really long and it really sucks, dragging your soul-less body back home and prepare yourself for school on the next day. I guess it's time to slow down everything, take a step back and have a bigger view of everything - that's how you get yourself in viewing a bigger picture and handle each and everything in any aspect. One step at a time and things will be smooth-sailing. Woohoo.
Hey, Truly Asia.
I feel like going back Malaysia on the Thursday but provided that MTV Asia doesn't need us on that afternoon as well. I want to eattttt good food from Truly Asia and visit my parents before my weekends are all burn, unable to head back home in anytime soon.
It's time to hit the sack.
Goodnight, people.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Oh hello, there!
