Look at the time now, I just can't fall asleep after sleeping at 4am plus and woke up an hour later and being awake until now. -.-
I am the one who is so uncertain about your thinking. Actually, I have no idea what's wrong with you but can you at least tell me what are you thinking?
There must be a reason behind everything and when someone doesn't release out their emotions/thinking, you will never understand them.
Never mind, I really hope Jiayao would bring us some good news and then.. I will be booked for new year's eve already! Woohoo!
Obviously, it wasn't much as I expected cos obviously, I didn't really communicate with certain people but well, other than that, the expedition was superb. Great job to everyone and really rest well. I could now see my flesh on my fingers. All the blisters and rope burns are really too kinda, a little serious but it will definitely recover soon. :)
I left my bottle in the outdoor classroom at PM just when kun han saw us at clementi kfc and told us about his bottle and mine was at the same place with his bottle too. Anyway, I hope the countdown trip via powerboat is still going on. I wouldn't mind going havoc havoc with the alumnus. Haha. :)
Time to sleep. I am really tired and maybe, you would end up with the past than present..
Okie, gonna take ppcdl licence soon so I can officially drive a boat. ;)
Merry Christmas to all lovelies! Hope it's a blessed one for you and me and.. Time to head back for camp........! Haha!
<3
Next, dad doesn't recommend for other races son-in-law. Haha. Well, if have to choose one that is not a Chinese, he would prefer a caucasian but I guess, is all up to us to choose and my dad now is complaining about how Malaysia is so screwed up.
Oh, my dad said he hopes I could get into local U because, if he had to send me to Australia, he said I'd be going out everytime to play. (?!!??!?!?!!!?) I can't blame them, cos I didn't come back hometown for 2 months already and yes, past few days, I headed back to Malaysia but I didn't really tell anyone.
I am typing this on my iPod touch while on they way for breakfast - kwai chap. I would probably be late for the meeting time at clementi mrt station but i've already told the in-charge so.. It wouldn't be so bad though I heard 1 min late = 10 push up. No welfare for committee at all. Tsk. Haha. Kidding. Hopefully I can make it in time and time for breakfast!
I love all of you and what a wet Christmas!
I DIDN'T KNOW SO MANY OF YOU ALL ACTUALLY READ MY BLOG BUT ANYWAY, I LOVE YOU GUYS. HAHAHAHA.
MERRY ADVANCED CHRISTMAS 'COS I WILL BE IN SEA KAYAKING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO REPLY. THOSE WHO READ THIS, PLEASE TAG AT MY TAGBOARD. SO I CAN KNOW WHO YOU ARE. LOL. DON'T ACT ONE MYSTERIOUS. HAHAHAHA.
BYE.
Okie, I don't fucking care.
Still got 3 months before it comes.
Rope burn on fingers.
Infected by mosquito bites.
Failed in everything.
Hopeless, effortless.
Brings me nowhere, everything sucks.
I am continue to think, just think.
Thinking may cause harm mentally but at least,
not physically although I am physically bruised.
Enough, goodnight.
Hope zhuxin enjoyed her day with us though. :)
There's nothing wrong here but I hope you are feeling fine.
There's always me around here.
Drop a text and I will go over and give you the warmest hug I've ever had.
The only thing I could do is to stand by you and hold you tight.
Maybe, hugging you till you suffocate. Yes, this is too exaggerated.
All the best to you and text me whenever you want. :)
Xoxo.
Should I be relieved, sad, happy or what?
Practically, I have no idea what's going on and really don't know what is gonna be my next step. I think my life is so ruined. Alright, I am so dead and yes, you (all of you in general) can ask me not to think so much but whatever that is happening, is the factor why I have been thinking.
I think because I care about it.
I think because it matters to me.
I think because I've to clear my mind.
Whatever I think, I have yet to come to any conclusion. Therefore, it defeats the purpose for me to think so much but I can't help it. What's more can I do other than having myself to think and think and still thinking.
Yes, I hate holidays to the damn bloody max.
What's more for Christmas? It means totally nothing.
Although 2010 may be a good year, but who knows?
If I happen to die later on or any moment, I will fucking regret.
Hell yes, everything sucks for now.
Looking tough on the outside but it definitely opposes my inner-self. Whatever I can achieve, I will try my best but there is always flaw in whatever you do. No one is perfect, this jolly well speaks the fact that I do need help in any of my aspects.
I feel so hopeless, I can do nothing else and watch the days to pass by. Sorry if anyone who is seeing me with such a screwed up mood and face. When I don't feel good, I won't talk much and therefore, I would not entertain you as much as I could. I will be god damned-quiet and stop asking me what happened unless I am telling you on my own accord.
No one understands me like how I don't understand you. Again, it's you in general and not just one particular "you". We all live in our own world and I have no rights in your life neither you have yours in my life. You could lend me your helping hand but it's all give and take. If I do not take it then I am sorry about it.
It is way off different from love. You give and you give your best but do not expect anything in return. If you are ever expecting something in return, you love with demands not that's not true love.
I went natural wall climbing, conquered the wall twice which was different from the first time I went there. Doubtlessly, it was scary for me to climb the first time. I was afraid that I would fall and hit myself against the rocks and wall but 2nd time was much more easier since I know I had climbed up before already.
I am invaded by a lot of mosquitoes bites and the itchiness is killing me. Anyway, bad Tuesday was practically because of, I didn’t do anything fulfilling at all and didn’t feel good about some other things else.
Today, I woke up officially at 10am which was the time for RIKE meeting and this jolly well means that, I didn’t go for the meeting and slacked at home instead. Great, I have no idea what’s next, for the expedition, my future, tomorrow and later on.
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU.
IT'S YOUR BIG BIG DAY AND..
HAPPY SWEET 18TH TO YOU!
ALL THE BEST IN YOUR ENDEAVOUS!
REMEMBER, THERE ARE ALWAYS FRIENDS AROUND FOR YOU!
STAY HAPPY AND CHEERFUL AND WHATEVER.. LOL.
ENJOY YOUR 2 DAYS TRIP TO THE ZOO! HAHAHAHA.
YOU COULD NAME ME ALL THE ANIMALS IN THERE BY THEN. :D
LOVE ME,
ANNJAY!
I am waiting for people asking me out for like some activities?
If not, I would be heading down to PM for kayaking.
I feel so dead and look so restless..
I am afraid of everything right now.
My mind isn't working right, I don't know what's gonna happen to my holidays.
I really have no idea how am I going to spend this holidays and I am pretty much afraid the gaps we would build. I hope everything goes fine and nothing's there for me to even worry about. :)
Alright, I am heading off to school for rock climbing..
I hope, I would not get stunned when I am there. :S
Kayaking today was rather fun, the expedition and photographs.
The Frisbee they were playing was like a sports channel, the bystanders were watching and laughing like mad. Haha. Some people getting cuts here and there but well, do take care. :)
Last of all,
Thanks for taking the initiative to break the ice, though I thought I wouldn't be talking so much due to the embarrassment last night. Lol.
I am going to sleep, real soon and how am I supposed to spend my holidays?
Sigh.
I woke up at 7am yesterday for my last paper and headed back home before I went out for some peeps gathering at around 2.30pm and met up with the L4D 2 survivors & zombies at around 10.15pm.
Chong Pang, the LAN shop beside the Nasi Lemak shop is such a hot spot, it was full house and they had their tau huay instead before heading to 883 to another LAN shop for L4D 2. Yup, they managed to find 8 people for the game and we played Versus and I shouted like mad. >:)
Spitter was fun to be, spitting acid around and make them fall. Evil but I like. Anyway, we played for almost 2hours or more then everyone was being sent home safely but the few of us went to Sembawang for supper though and it was already 3am by the time we or rather they, finished eating and I brought 1 can of green tea home. (???)
By the time I got back home, it was already 3.30am. I went to bathe and before my hair could even get dry, I just slept on my bed. If I am having any headaches, this should be the reason why but I was dead tired anyway..
Alright, I woke up late this morning at around 9am and prepared my stuffs for the kayaking. Thanks to Yutai, we got a free ride from his dad to Sembawang Water Venture and we were on time but instructor was late! Theory was the first lesson today and they said I looked very tired and shagged, totally wasn't having my mind with me at all.
It was worst when I had to kayak in the choppy sea today and, I was quite frustrated and disappointed in myself 'cos I lost the freaking momentum for Eskimo Roll. I only succeeded thrice or so and the rest, I used Pawlanta Roll instead when I failed my attempt for Eskimo Roll. Just 1 week without kayaking ('cos of Standard Chartered Marathon and MST), I totally lost everything regarding it. :(
Doubtless, I am having a really very heavy eyelids now. My eyes are gonna close any moment and my middle toe hurts like shit after the full-marathon. The nail is like going to cannot make it soon, wearing booties made it hurts even more just now and when I was carrying my kayak, I felt like I was going to be blown away by the wind. Strength = 0 and I didn't even empty my kayak myself today after the course but thanks to handsome for helping.
Tomorrow there's a 10km kayaking expedition and I hope everyone gets enough sleep for it, as well as well-equipped. I am having a headache soon, my head feels heavy. Okie, that's all for the updates and playing L4D 2 alone is really not as exciting. It sucks pretty much as compared playing with the usual peeps. :)
Now, I will make you appear in the answer booklet MYSELF.
It's not as tough as I thought. I'm happy I am able to understand and do the question. It's just minus and plus and minus and plus. When going forward, I should take the largest number. If going backwards, I should take the smallest number. If it's FF, I should take the finishing number and put it at the last box. If it's SS, I should take the starting number and put it in the first box; be it forward pass or backward pass. If there's a lag, I have to add in the number of days lagged behind but when going backward, I have minus it instead.
Alright, I hope all these would not get mixed up tomorrow when I see the question paper! Precedence diagram is already a worthy 40marks. There's 10marks on topic 6 theory and 50marks on other topics for 2 essay questions but now, I have no idea how to study for the 2 essay questions.
I woke up from a nightmare while having a nap just now. I slept even without the fan on and wake up a couple of times because of the bad dream. I slept back but I had the continuous bad dream again and finally, waking up with myself almost drenched in sweat.
Frantically, after that dumb nap.. I went on and started to revise on my precedence diagram 'cos I know I do not have enough time left. Oh well, I tried to walk as normal today but my legs ache damn badly still. If I walk properly, my calves are still pulling like some crazy shit and if I do not walk properly, my right foot is gonna hurt. IN any other case, either way I choose, my legs are definitely aching.
Back to notes!
I've exactly screwed up whole of construction paper. What's over is over, what's done cannot be undone. That's just a piece of shit. I'm glad it's over but hopefully.. I am able to have a border line passing grade. I don't give a damn of getting A/B grade for such redundant module.
2 papers down, 3 more to go.
I am so mentally drained. My routine is almost the same for everyday this week. I gotta revise 4 - 5 topics in less than 24 hours to tackle for the paper on the following day. I wake up, bathe, head to school for battle, back home, lunch, net-surfing, study, bathe, study, sleep. This is my daily routine and it has to last until Thursday.
All of my modules just simply suck except for Law 2 but again, it's easier to understand yet so many things to memorize. Life's always a bitch WHEN being as a student DURING tests/exams period.
I feel so much sleepy right now, how am I supposed to revise for Project Management 2 later on? Precedence Diagram, tomorrow please appear yourself in the answer booklet. Thank you very much.
I'm leaving the calculations out, probably.. I am going to scribble any figure tomorrow for the calculation questions. It's just too much to memorize and right now, I have only gotten few points right into my head.
Well, tomorrow is a 2 hours of hell and the following day, will be hell again until Friday, which spells F-R-E-E-D-O-M.
L4D 2 wait for me, construction please get the hell out of my life for 3 weeks after tomorrow. Thank you very much.
Walking around is a daunting task for me and I guess, I am dead by tomorrow.
I've not finish revising my test for tomorrow yet.
Let's see what can I do and I am awake for 14hours now.
How many hours left for revision before my test on 9am tomorrow?
How am I suppose to walk from Dover MRT station to T3 tomorrow?
Everyone is almost limping each time when we walk.
So take care and rest more, MST is just a day away for me, and few days away for you.
All the best to me, you and everyone.
42.195km, JUST RUN ONLY.
CANNOT RUN then JUST JOG ONLY.
CANNOT JOG then JUST WALK ONLY.
I sure will complete the race but all the best to me.
TELL ME, I AM NOT AN ANNOYANCE.
are you studying right now?
Aye, I only finished 2 chapters and my legs hurt damn badly around 6am. I doubt I sleep throughout the night without tossing and turning in bed, hitting on my legs and adjusting each and every sleeping positions I had.
In the end, I gave up and I sat with legs crossed on my bed. I bend down and try to ignore the pain but it was just too freaking pain and I resigned to it, lying back to my sleeping position; turn and toss again until I fell a sleep eventually.
I woke up at 9.15am and headed out to usual kayaking place. I didn't kayak 'cos it was drizzling and I was too afraid that the rain would get heavier and I have to get stuck in PM. Headed off after that and had lunch before going back home.
Tomorrow's gonna be my first ever full-marathon race, with my legs condition like that, I think I probably will drop dead while running. Touch wood but it still hurts now. It hurts internally, like some shit is attacking on my bone, at the shin.
I should get back for revision and sleep at 7pm tonight.
Yes, I wondered.. If I’ve collected any attendance for myself today.
Everyone has an eye candy, why should I even brood over it when I have got my eye candy too? Be fair and everyone has their own opinions, I am just too obsessed and over-tensed up. I am crazy but well, I am not gonna let this to affect me. It's just a small peanut. Look far and not staying stagnant here.
Great, 5 tests are coming up, I have yet to finish one topic for all modules AT ALL. I am going to school next week and spam whatever nonsense that is gonna pop out in my brain. I have no motivation at all, MST seems nothing to me. I couldn’t care less now ‘cos all I care is ___. I know, I shouldn’t do that but who will go against their heart, you tell me.
Now, I am still fuming mad. Please don’t disturb me unnecessarily as I will give you unwanted replies. I mean it, you could ask Shini what I replied her when someone else used her phone to reply my SMS.
Currently, I should set apart my fuming emotion and get started on with my revision. Time’s running out and I am having my ever first marathon this coming Sunday. I am not prepared for it and test that is on coming Monday is in the morning. Holy Crap.
(This is not the full version, find me if you can.)
Damn, I wanna tell you, I less than 3 you.
Decode it.
I am fascinated and amazed by you.
Wow, you are all kinds of AWESOME! <3
Today.
These 2 days 3 stars kayaking course are pretty enjoying. I had fun in learning different skills and hanging out with the SPA people. Imagine, whole class is just filled up purely by us - SPA! The feeling is just different from 2 stars kayaking whereby all of us really dragged out feet to Kallang Water Venture and guess what? We are now taking our 3 stars kayaking course at Sembawang Water Venture, which is even near for people in stay North! :)
I’m having difficulties in pronouncing some words, which made me a laughing stock in front of them and it was at the worst part when JF and WY started to make fun of me by pronouncing the words I had pronounced wrongly. What’s wrong with these 2 guys?!?!? Got muscles, no brains.. HAHA. Kidding!
“Karma, karma!”, someone mentioned.
The stripes of my slippers came out when I was taking back my revenge on people and I gotta walk with bare foot to the almost end of whole stretch of road. Despite disturbing that rounder, rounder tried lending me rounder’s foot for me to step on and walk but failed incredibly ‘cos I couldn’t balance. It just feels so weird and when I suggested another method where parents would do it with the kids, we were being honked by car.
Finally, thanks to Daryl for salvaging my slippers!
Dinner as usual, some people headed home after that and 3 of us, JF, WY and myself went to Chong Pang for some L4D 2 session.. We used exact 2hours to complete a map! This is.. ridiculous. Haha!
Separate ways we went after gaming and.. Back here typing this. Holidays are coming but we gotta settle out tests first. There is this marathon on Sunday and I am not prepared at all. I would be walking most of the time, probably.. No motivation at all..
Well, I am gonna tag the photos I’ve just uploaded in Facebook and off to hit the sack soon!
I mean it.
& I really do.
Well, I love everyone!
TsomuoyevolibuT.. :')
HAHA, DOUBT SO.
I visit my blog everyday but I just didn't bother to update it.
I am back now, updating about my life..
Sorry to DD, you asked me to blog about the day when we headed to Sentosa and took photo with those Halloween ghostly boards/decorations/fake ghosts and had Aston after that.. I am just too lazy to blog about it. HAHA! Well, it was a great day with you though and you taught me how to throw stones that would jump TWICE on the surface of the water and you WON me in WRESTLING, probably because.. you.. HAHA.
Actually, my life now is pretty mundane. Just school and me, me and school. Tutorials and me, me and tutorials. Sometimes, I go to school is for the sake of attendance and not lesson. One piece of paper, lecturer could use 3hours to talk about it. WTF, couldn't he use the time more wisely? Even tutorial session also being used up as lecture which makes us having to do tutorial at home and not DURING tutorial session!
Frankly, I really have nothing to blog about but maybe this can amaze you. Twice, less than a week, 2 bloody cockroaches flew and stick onto my shirt.
Classic moment:
One was during last night, when Shini was at my house. She kept on wanting to kick my backside and I really thought she was trying to disturb me so I slapped her leg each time she wanted to kick me. Until a point of time, I sat down and wanted her to stop her nonsense then she used don't know what thing to get rid the roach off my hip then I realised, actually she was helping me to get rid of the roach. HAHAHA. So sorry to slap your leg for no reason but next time you could just tell me the reason 'cos I am not afraid of roach but LIZARDSSSSSS.
Anyhow, pretty LUCKY enough, I had drawn the lot of being the FIRST time slot for the FIRST day out for 2 to choose to present our CRS. First of the First, strike 4D also not as lucky. It's okie, the faster we are done with it, the faster we can enjoy it. On a happier note, since we are gonna present first, this would mean that for next Friday, after GEMS and there will be end of school day for me and guess what? The Friday after next week, it's a public holiday! This tells me, us, everyone that.. I'M GONNA HAVE 2 LONG WEEKENDS. HAHA.
Well, good enough, I have yet to pack my training stuffs for tomorrow and Shini just told me training is canceled 'cos manpower is needed for SP Sports Day tomorrow..
Lastly, I STILL THINK THAT I HAVE A LOT MORE OF UNDONE THINGS TO DO BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ARE THEY. I ONLY KNOW, I HAVE FINISHED MY ES & C AND THERE SHOULD BE A LOT MORE BUT.. WHAT ELSE?
Alright, that's all for today.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Bless you & you!
Don't give up.
"I need to know that you are alive and well somewhere in this world even if it's not by my side."
Alright, I've been saying I will update soon but it's always delayed.
I feel pretty tired each time I get back home and using the laptop for an hour or so, I would hit my sack and preparing for school on the very next day..
I have no interest for school this time round, main reason would be that my modules are pretty dry and it's too much of engineering and physics shit for me to handle. Imagine, 2 modules, I have to bloody hell deal with electrical stuffs and calculate the formulas which I have no idea what is it about. It's draining away my interest and I would be dead meat when it comes to tests/exams. I wonder how am I gonna survive if I were to study in EEE.
Next, I have been going to town very frequently for these few days and even today. I'm glad that I've done everything last night which allowed me to hang out after school today. I caught a pretty dumb movie called the.. Halloween 2. The serial killer just stab and stab and stab anyone he sees and the killing process is just stab and stab. So not interesting but some parts reminded me of beheading in bestgore.com though.
Actually, this post is mixed up with anything that I could think of and it's definitely not in sequence. I am just updating for the sake of updating. Anyway, it's time for me to stop going out so often and save more money and exercise more and train for the upcoming marathon and do whatever I should do and.. I shall continue the next time.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
It's okie 'cos I get to see someone even just for a few mere seconds.
Update soon.
Xoxo,
annjay.
I've got a picture of me eating. LOL. I will blog more when I've reached home and I have finally gotten a new wallet last night!
Alright, that's for now!
Xoxo,
annjay.
Hi, surprised?
Few days ago, I had set my blog to private. Why? That's because I've intended to go hiatus. Nah, not really but I felt that I wouldn't be blogging that much but.. Now, I've got nothing else to do so I get back to my blogging life..
Oh well, schooling has been going pretty fine for me..
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo, annjay.
Bye!
and you will be back soon.
My mom is great. Just yesterday, I was telling her to cook the sweet and sour pork for dinner and she cooked it today. Well, just the week that I am gonna head back to school, my parents are flying off to Taiwan on that Sunday. Whykei, see.. My parents are going Taiwan; your desired country. HAHA. Kidding..
They intended to buy a ticket for me as well but it's all ruined by my schooling days. If not, I'd be jolly well enjoying 8 days there. The timing is just not right and my class timetable sucks with stupid GEMS that I've to take. Whykei didn't have any for the previous semester and Shini is exempted for this semester. Why am I still gotta stick with that useless elective module. Damn it.
I am heading back to SG tomorrow after I've finished registering the useless module for ddzx and myself. Hopefully, we both get into the Friday's slot. I hate Friday's timetable. 2 modules yet I am gonna end at only 5pm. Oh, I am gonna make something tomorrow with my fellow bitch who always is lacking of sleep.
Shini was telling me in MSN that her ITP workmate told her in some parts of Malaysia, the crabs and birds are migrating away and before she could continue, I told her must be some disaster and she scolded me for not letting her to complete her sentence and snatched the line away from her.
THE MOST IDIOTIC PART, SHE TOLD ME IT'S AT SARAWAK THEN WILL HIT SABAH SOON. I ALMOST FALL FOR HER BLOODY LIE. SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME. YOU KNOW, MOUNT. KINABALU IS AT SABAH. Okie, there might be some natural disaster but obviously, she doesn't know where is it and bloody hell, she lied to me.
ALRIGHT, I guess.. There's nothing else I can post about but anyway, I hope it is successfully being mailed over and then.. Everything is going well for him and them and whoever is there although weather changes like nobody's business. I am sure that he/they will be able to make it though. :)
I am gonna hit the buttons on my cellphone and send a text over. HAAAAAAHA.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
This is what I'd wanna say to you.
Hope you are still doing well over there and the weather better be good.
I'm praying hard and I will see you soon. :>
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
So much thoughts that I couldn't blog it out just like that.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
I would TRY my BEST to CONTINUE as LONG as possible.Xoxo,
annjay.
Xoxo,
annjay.
She took it 'cos she thought I was sleeping but I wasn't!
Oh, I think I was enjoying the view from there & it looks so emo. -_-
Well, nothing much about Stong. The views were breath-taking, water from waterfall really felt like ice water. We had moon cake and Chinese tea at the viewpoint as seen from the picture above in the night with the brightly-lighted moon above.
No doubt, in the morning at the viewpoint, we were in the midst of the clouds just like when you are in Genting BUT it was much more fun when you actually trekked it up to feel the clouds and not taking the coach up to Genting and get yourself to be in the clouds. Sense of accomplishment, you get it?
A pair of trekking shoes is greatly recommended since I had experienced trekking the mountain with running shoes and trying to get the grip as much as possible, I hurt both of my knees. I used too much force on both knees and now, it hurts a little when I bend it. Uncle Yao must be in disappointment since I didn't fall when trekking due to my shoes. HAHA.
Train journey sucked since you would be stuck in it for 12 hours or so. We were all in upper deck which was more tough for us to exactly play card games with each other. I guess every night there, Yutai and I were the first to hit the sack and then, I think I am going blind real soon cos I didn't take out my contact lens for a day.
Picture speaks a thousand words. No point writing everything out regarding Stong here. You guys just go and take a look at the photos in FB, uploaded by Felicia. :)
Apparently, I am back from Stong with few peeps.
Oh well, I AM TOO BLOODY TIRED TO BLOG ABOUT IT. Hence, I would only blog when I fully replenish my sleep and IT FEELS REALLY WEIRD, to be dreaming of the same person for 3 nights even when I was out for a camp.
Amazing..
I guess you were stuck in my mind all along and that explains why I would dream of you every night.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
I had kayak couple of times this week.
I had exercise a lot for this week and...
I'm gonna be out of Singapore for 4 days!
I will blog when I am back!
Goodbye, lovelies!
Xoxo,
annjay!
"You've become a piece of me."
Previous week sucked pretty much for me. Meaningless week that indulged me in a serious mode of thinking, thinking at some nonsensical stuffs. ALL KINDS OF BULLSHIT. HA-HA.
Alright, Sunday.. We headed to the zoo and Wenyi was really excited about it. He banned us from yawning in the car before reaching zoo. HAHA. I should say WY was the limelight for the day..
Firstly, he was said to be banging down a walking bird on the pathway at Sembawang area. R.I.P to the bird. He was scared that the bird would probably haunt him but I guess it didn't. In fact, we do not really know if he was the culprit or some other drivers.
Next, a smooth journey to the zoo. Nothing much happened there.
Lastly, (This is the thing he wanted me to blog it out. HAHA.) when we were heading out from the carpark, a cabby came banging at us when he should be letting WY to drive off first. Yes, indeed.. The cabby was in the wrong and what I heard from them was that, the cabby tried to deny that he wasn't in the wrong and everything was okie. No damage done to the car but then, apparently it wasn't. Big fat liar. HAHA. Alright, WY's dad had much settled the stuffs for him too already. :)
Continue, moving on..
After the zoo trip, we headed back to WY's house for awhile then, headed to CWP for the movie, "The Ugly Truth". I would say.. Not a bad movie and 'nephew' this word is so sensitive. HAHA.
Alright, after movie and home sweet home.
Next, Monday which was yesterday..
I met up with few peeps and headed to kayak at PM. It seemed like ages since I last kayaked. Although there was this SIKE but I had to be on the boat for the whole expedition so instead of kayaking, I only get to drive the boat. Thus, I would say I didn't get to kayak for almost 1 - 2 months?
Great weather to kayak and the tide changed really fast. At first it was an extremely high tide and then, back to extremely, freaking low tide when it was nearly to the end of the ramp. I though I'd have lost my bottle and wanting to ask people who are going for training on Wednesday to keep a lookout for it.....
I found my bottle! OKIE, I admit I wasn't the one who found it. HA. JF said it could be found and he didn't believe that it would went missing just like that and he went rocking all the yellow deck kayaks. YES, bottle was found. :)
Everything was settled and time to bathe! Well, before that.. Some mischievous assssss went pouring cold water on us. Shockingly, I did my revenge but apparently I lost since I was being poured again. Finally, some bathing time!
We headed back to SP after that since WY wanted to collect spray can for his FYP. JF DIDN'T KNOW WHERE IS W14 AND LED US THE WRONG WAY. LOL. We can't exactly blame him 'cos he isn't from MM. HAHA. In the end, we walked to MRT instead and meanwhile, bumped into WY.
Dinner time! We had Botak Jones at Clementi with a don't-know-how-big pizza JF and WY ordered. I had one slice of the pizza ('Cos I was asked to eat and had a taste before I couldn't have anymore room for that after finishing my Fish & Chips.) which ended up only finishing half of my Fish & Chips. Well, at least I tried both of it.
HAAAAAHA, before heading back home.. I became the middleman in getting JF & WY's stuffs for the 2 stars kayaking course and I am gonna go down tomorrow, probably with ZX to sign up for them since the place is quite deserted in the Sembawang area..
Alright, home sweet home next and fell asleep shortly after..
Now, I am back in Malaysia to catch up some time with my family and my grandparents together with my KL aunt & family are all here. Cousins are as naughty as ever, imitating what adults say and my mom trimmed my hair for me. My head felt lighter but it looks kinda short for me. AH, never mind..
Time flies and I am heading to Stong on the coming Sunday but I feel no excitement at all. Probably, it's because of people I wanted to go with are not going and it seems kind of boring for me.. Well, I hope they enjoy their 1 day trip to Kota Tinggi on the following weekend though. :)
P/S: To CHIT WHY KEI & KOH SHI NI, please remember to bring me back some souvenir from Tioman Island, yes? HAHA. I DON'T BLOODY CARE, GET MY A REAL DOLPHIN WILL DO. Remember my secondary school days ambition? BE A DOLPHIN TRAINER. ROFLMAO.
Good day, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Why lead a stressful life, when you can enjoy it?
True enough, actions speak louder than words and it's difficult to imply the actions in reality. That's how I felt. This would be some serious thoughts thrashing post. I might not be posting properly since I think.. My thoughts would jump here and there. Try to be with me, eh? :)
I felt that I am giving redundant stress to myself.
Even in this holidays, I can feel the stress in me which I've no idea why. Although I may not seem to be working, but I feel that I am working though. Contradicting enough. I am trying to delay everything so I could breathe and forget the stress. In fact, I would say it's escaping. I tried not to care but stress hits me whenever I am bathing. Why? When you are having your shower, you would be alone. True? Then, I would have thoughts running through my mind and I would start thinking that whatever I've done was all in a wrong decision. This beats me, I have no idea why. From the start of everything, I don't think I make any right choices. Nothing brings me forward. Agree?
I felt that I am heading to nowhere. (As mentioned above)
I have got no plans for my future. The only thing I can think of would be hoping to get into any local university. Other than that, I have no idea where my life is heading. I am practically just wasting my life away. No aims, no plan. Time to really wake up and start thinking, nj.
I felt that I am neglecting my family in Malaysia.
Well, I've planned to head back on the last week of my holidays but it still pretty far away. Next Sunday, I would be heading off to Stong for 4D3N and then, follow up by Datuk on the 9th - 11th October. Some serious time planning need to be done, nj.
I felt that I am spending money like running tap water.
Camps, trips, courses are all money sucker. Tomorrow there would be a 2 stars kayaking course registration and I am still hesitating if I should register as well. Why? It's an opportunity, why let it go? Next, it equips me with more certs which may be able to be useful for my life in the future. Lastly, it needs money. MONEY. Time to lie low and stop so many activities, nj.
I felt that I am having a hard time this year.
Schedule for this year is pretty tight. Every little things, regardless in SPA or in my life, it seems like all are being lined up events by events. You guys take a step back and see, how SPA conducted training last year and this year. We were given more time allowance last year as compared to this year when everything clashes with us. Limited workforce, overflowing of events/trainings. There's a need for a proper training schedules with available workforce. Otherwise, committees' holidays would definitely be burnt and it is going to be 2 months, w/o an outing for the committees. Did you guys realise about it?
Alright, I guess all the problems lie in me.
If I manage my time well, redundant stress would not arise in me, agree?
If I manage my time well, I wouldn't be thrashing all these thoughts here, agree?
If I manage my time well, I wouldn't neglect anyone in my life, agree?
If I know what is my aim, I would have made the correct choices in life, agree?
In short,
I need some serious reflection on myself.
I need to be more organized in terms of time planning.
I need to be more understanding in everyone around me.
Such a lengthy post, I guess I am done with my thoughts-thrashing.
there must be something good in the day.
Xoxo,
annjay.
My nephew is a girl.
Get the joke? HAHA.
Today I was awaken up by a bad dream. Really a bad one. In the dream, I was really crying and a tad more, I would have been waking up by crying. HAHA. It sounds really crappy but I mean it and my heart was thumping real fast, the moment I was struck awake. Well, despite that it was a bad dream but it taught me to cherish my loved ones. <3
Alright, I had cereals for lunch and headed back to school for short meeting with Uncle Yao. Stong, here I come! Hope it would be a fun-filled and fruitful trip. :)
Next, I caught 2 movies in the night with "My nephew is a girl". Steady enough, we really bought tickets for 2 movies in a night. We watched "The Proposal" and then, "Blood Ties". Well, both are nice movies, Blood Ties was.. very twisty but in a way that you can understand it. If I could understand the whole movie, so can you! Worth the penny. :>
Great night I've had, thanks for the companion. :D
Xoxo,
annjay.
P/S: Keyboard with no wire and my nephew is a girl. HAHA.
& this goes on and on and on..
My week was rather packed with activities.
I had only 2 days to rest before all the activities kicked in. First, on the Wednesday, I had 5th MC meeting with fellow SPA peeps where there were only 7 of us present. It seemed like as if the junior comm were meeting with the president. The rest of the senior comm were all busy with their FYP stuffs and few from junior comm were having ITP.
Next, from Thursday to Saturday (which is obviously today), I had first aid course with SPA peeps as well at IMM Building. No doubts, I was late for every single day. Woops..
Okie, I had the same feeling of having my ITP months ago, attached to these 3 days first aid course. Why? Apparently, it's because it was a full 3 days course, starting from 9am to 6pm. When you got home after every single day, you had your dinner, shower and chillzzzz for an hour or so, you gotta sleep and wake up for the course on the next day already. The feeling sucks but well, it's over and I passed the course. HA.
Anyway, I pity people like Ebon and WhyKei who took off from their ITP for this course. Although they didn't have to work for 2 days but I guess, they had the same feeling as I do. Good enough, instructor were all very hilarious and I was fascinated by the stories they or rather Mehandra said. Now, I truly trust the website, bestgore.com.
Alright, that's all for today and I am gonna start typing minutes for 5th MC meeting and to-do-list before I am being attacked by the lazy virus.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
"I felt great when nighttime falls for these few days. Although nothing much was done but at least, every night was spent fruitfully even by just pure sleeping but when you know the next morning you would NOT be heading alone, you would feel that you are not alone. :)"
It had been a week since I last posted.
This would be a lengthy post, eh.
Alright, let's talk about SIKE 09/10.
I guess the whole expedition was carried out smoothly except for some hiccups here and there. True enough, I am not very experienced into sea-related things but I did learn a lot from it. Committees were all very helpful, senior committees also guided me along for the 2nd day trip to Pulau Hantu. Greatly appreciated. :)
Last day was the best, at least journey back to Poly Marina was rather smooth, they took only 2 - 3 hours to reach the destination. Everything was going along with us, slight drizzling and there wasn't any anti-current for us. Although early in the morning, there were thunders and showers but it toned down.
Thanks to all ICs for carrying out their task well. Especially to Food ICs, they gotta wake up extra early to prepare food for the Muslim since they are having their fasting month. Whatever it is, a BIG thank you to everyone who made SIKE happen.
Everyone was exhausted after SIKE, all are badly sunburnt and was drenched as well. Take good care and don't fall sick during holidays! It's meant for enjoyment. :D
Now, let's talk about yesterday.
Finally, I replenished my sleep.. I only managed to stay awake until 9.40pm at night and slept all the way to 12pm yesterday.
Next, I went out and watched movies. Not as hilarious as I expected. No laughing gas in me, I think. Finally, I caught some TV programmes after so long and slacked all the way until around 12am and headed back home. I felt great, even though nothing much was done. :)
As for today,
I woke up and Zhuxin's friend came over. Lunch was bought with bubble tea by Zhuxin. HAHA. Thanks, babe. Xoxo. Next, I went to bathe and started doing some nonsense stuffs only..
Thanks for the delivery of donuts too, didn't expect to be delivered right at my doorstep. Hugs and kisses. :)
I guess I am done with blogging and I am such a loner for this holidays. Friends are in ITP and they are suffering as told by a few. I suffered few months back and I understand how they are feeling now but well, that's parts and parcels of life.
Okie, I am gonna start doing accounts for my SIKE. HAHA.
Whatever it is. That's all for today.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Nightmare is over for today.
EC & MR really sucked pretty much and I greatly feel that I've indeed flunked it badly. I repeat, B-A-D-L-Y. Damn it. Whatever, it's over. No point crying over spilled milk. Oh well..
I am looking forward to 11.10am on Thursday. This would officially marks my freedom for 6 long weeks. COOL. Anyway, I hope SIKE will be a fun and exciting expedition for the participants as well. Most importantly, I hope everything goes smoothly for this whole week, till the end of the expedition. Lady luck, please be with me.
Anyway, I went back to my secondary school yesterday.
I thought I would be catching up with some old friends but sadly, I didn't and only enjoyed the short concert the TEACHERS PUT UP. Surprisingly, it should be the students, eh? Well, due to the fact of H1N1 virus, performance by students were voided off and thus, teachers had to do the job.
Alright, concert was kind of boring - as usual. I guess the most funniest part of the concert was when few of the female teachers danced 'Nobody' this song. HAHA. Not bad, they looked cute with the hot pink dressing. Mr Tay was still very friendly, he offered the ex-students the seats at the back together with the current teachers to watch the concert. :)
I still remember, last year, friends of my batch were still calling me asking me to go to school early for meet ups, but in the end, I was terribly overslept and only reached school at around 11am or so. That was when everyone started leaving the school alr. This year, I reached school at around 9am or earlier and none actually went back. DAMN IT. Ah, never mind. I still get to catch up with some of my teachers anyway. :)
Despite not going back primary school this year, I still texted my former Chinese teacher and wished her happy teachers' day though. :D
Alright, time to date with my notes again. Damn it. I hope it is easier to memorise this time round. Since the module is called.. PR & Marketing. Let's pray, common sense makes wonder. ;)
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
I am going insane like seriously. I have no idea what made me so stressed and I really need some peace. God.
Worst to worst solution:
I might head over to school to study and stay overnight.
I have to calm down and take a deep breath.
I can't concentrate; purely memorizing really kills.
This module is not totally common sense usable. O.M.G
Fuck it.
Bye.
:)
Revision is not as progressive!
I think that EC & MR is such a bitch. Despite going for almost every lectures (Skipped only twice) and all tutorials session, I still think that I totally have no idea what the module is exactly about. It makes memorization a daunting task by then! Blindly just memorizing is enough to kill me, please. 4 more chapters to go and I have yet to start my revision for my last paper on Thursday. GREAT.
I will finsh my EC & MR today by hook or by crook. HAHA. Nah, just try finish reading it and force myself to memorise as much as possible.
Alright, I will be heading to my secondary school tomorrow, purely just to watch the concert they have for the teachers and catch up some old times with ex-classmates and some teachers. I hope it will be a fruitful one and shortly after, I gotta go back home and mug for my paper for the next day. Bummer.
Well well, I have no idea why some people just love following another person's backside. I mean, I don't like it. It is very irritating and one should have their own stylezzzz (of doing things), right. Omg, GET. A. LIFE. MAN. (<< I just love, TYPING. LIKE. THIS.) :)
Okie, time to date my notes out for a good night. Damn it.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Finally, a decent picture with Zhuxin.
The left pic was taken inside the theatre with flash light which made our faces incredibly WHITE. It looked like some white sheet of paper, that's why I changed the color of the picture.
The right pic was taken at BK when we were having breakfast. :)
Alright, L & SOP paper was manageable. I just wrote down whatever I know and any common sense answers I could think of for the questions which I didn't have answers memorized from the notes. I hope I didn't do badly for the paper though.
Right before the commence of my paper, I texted Zhuxin and asked her whether she wanna catch a movie and dine with me after my paper. Yup, in the end we went to watch The Final Destination. I waited for her an hour before heading off to town and met up with her. HAHA. We both arrived Somerset station at the same time! COOLZXS.
We headed to Cineleisure and was discussing how to get her in for the movie since she's not 18 yet. Lots of nonsense ideas we thought of but it was all in vain.. Why? She was able to get in 'cos she has the 'chao lao' face. Most probably, I think by the time when we were getting in, there was also a lot of people going in too. To have a good crowd control, I guess the ticket checker didn't wanna create bottleneck so, she didn't check our ID.
Great! Here we go.. for the movie.
I always thought that Cathay starts movie on time as everytime I catch a movie at CWP's Cathay, one minute late would make a big difference. Guess what? The Cathay at Cineleisure has an advertising screening for at least 20 minutes. -.-
After a long wait, movie finally started and front part of the movie was oh-so-exciting. Well, it created a "makes you wanna watch more" feeling for you but towards the end of the movie.. I was totally DISAPPOINTED. Damn it, imagine a GRAPHIC SCENE for the ending. Well, I was glad I didn't buy the 3D tickets for it. The ending seriously doesn't worth the penny.
Alright, movie was done and over with. It was full house for both 3D and non-3D. I guess it was the first day of the releasing for the movie though and off we go back, home sweet home..
The next thing I did after getting back home was to help Zhuxin to kill roaches. She shouted and said she didn't dare to bathe. I thought it was all before of the movie since she said she was traumatized. Oh well, it was because of 2 roaches. One big, one small. I helped to murder the roaches but the corpses are still left behind. HAHA. Whatever, at least I am the one always doing the killing job.
Okie, that's for today.
Time to mug for the next paper tomorrow.
Sometimes, I am just too reluctant to know the truth and what's ahead.
Oh well.. Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Intensive L & SOP mugging, FAILED.
I couldn't wake up on time today 'cos I was experiencing the pain still. Until when the clock strikes 12 noon, I officially woke up and headed to school to meet up with Ebon for revision.
I tried to concentrate and revise on my module but still, not much got into my brain and there are 10 topics. Exam format: 4 out of 6 essay questions. Damn.
Alright, when we were heading off to FC 5 for dinner, Ebon act yi ge jelly legs and fell right in front of 5 - 6 strangers. Well, as I was laughing, I tried to help her up and got her out from embarrassment by saying,"Eh, Shini, you miss one step is it?". Amazing, the 5 - 6 strangers didn't burst out laughing unlike us.
Okie, that's all I wanna blog about for today and I am pretty much dead for tomorrow's paper.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Not to this extent yet.
Alright, I have been experiencing the bloody stabbing pain at the abdominal there. It comes and it goes. Apparently, it is bloody irritating and it cuts me off my mood to revise for my L & SOP.
I have been eating at least 2 meals lately, why the pain is still haunting me. Fuck care, I hope it gets better. I do not wanna get sick at such period and when SIKE is just a week away.
Hope I will get a good night sleep..
Xoxo,
annjay.
I think my turtle is dead.
No doubts, revision is still going very very slow and I am going back to SG tomorrow, not today. Well, it should be today but mom was too lazy to fetch us to custom and wanted us to go back only tomorrow morning.. Another chillzout day in Peninsular!
I shall get started mugging soon and Ebon slept like a pig.
GOOD DAY.
Xoxo,
annjay.
BYE!
Baoling's Air Stewardess' Blouse
Current Location: Malaysia.
Yup, I am back home with home-cooked food by my mom but apparently, she went out for her usual line dancing again. She's going to OCC tomorrow in SG for her monthly line dancing gathering or whatsoever. What a nice timing, I am back in Malaysia and she's heading off to SG tomorrow.
Oh, when I got in the cab, there was this pungent smell and subsequently, the cabby sprayed some unknown substances (I guess it should be some air refresher or whatever) in his car.. At first, I thought it smelt nice but gradually, it was giving me a terrible headache and I felt so much like vomiting. I was using my mouth to breathe instead of my nose throughout the whole journey.
Not only me, but Ebon was experiencing the same thing as well and I am still having that annoying headache. As usual, Ebon slept the moment her head touched the pillow and I am gonna start revising soon.. (I have yet to revise anything for today..)
Okie, time to get started with my notes and I am going to have my.. PAPER WRAPS CHICKEN later on for dinner. :D
Xoxo,
annjay.
It's the 4th B'day Celebration.
Alright, since blogger is working (Thanks to Jeraldine), I have the urge to post up something. HAHA. Long time since I ever blogged.
Tests are lining up this week and exams are queued behind for the 2 following weeks. Revisions are just 1/5 of it and I guess I will be very dead for this Semester Exams.
Let's not talk about what activities I had for the past few weeks but maybe what happened today. :)
I slept pretty late last night at around 4 in the morning and waking up at 11am. I tried revising on my CCS but too much facts to be squeezed into my 'B' Drive. I fell asleep while studying, trying to take a break (Although nothing really gets into my brain). I woke up 40 minutes later by SMSes and tried revising CCS again (pretty redundant 'cos I don't exactly know how much I really studied).
Well, I intended to change and go out for Seoul Garden with 2 bitches but then, I went to bathe instead. I can't stand myself not bathing when I have to go out. It just feels not right. We had 50% off from the bill all thanks to me. 2 bitches, please say "thank you" to me. :)
Oh, all the while my butt was glued to the seat 'cos I was sitting inside, difficult for me to get in and out for food so this job went to the 2 bitches. I guess, this was the reason why some guys came over and asked SOMEONE for numbers. I seriously believe that they were asking numbers from Shini 'cos she had been walking up and down. I wanted to clarify everything but too bad, the guy went off from Seoul Garden already. :(
I had yet another surprised birthday celebration from the both of them. FYI, my birthday is on the 31st of March. What date is it today? It's 18th August, mind you. I knew something's fishy 'cos they were giggling away. Guess what?
Shini lied to me, saying that she saw her friend who she owed money to and had to return to her. Zhuxin was the accomplice of the whole plan as well. Thanks, bitches. Next, Seoul Garden staff started to sing "Happy Birthday" song, walking up to the direction of our table. I was thinking maybe some people behind us was having birthday celebration or whatever shit.. TO MY AMAZE, they came over to our table and passed me the cupcakes bought from Crystal Jade with candles. Eyes went wide and big (O.O), jaws almost dropped to the ground.
Shini has too much money to spend on, indeed. Fancy her coming up with such a stupid idea. Well, their words are marked. They said they would be celebration 18 times for my birthday this year. I shall wait and see. Advanced thank you to you girls. Anyway, cupcake was nice, especially the chocolate on top of it.
That's the end of my Seoul Garden story and I really have a lot of things to blog about but I think I do not have much time about it for today. I shall update when I have the time and time to get back to my notes. Damn it.
Presentation. Tomorrow. At. Eight. In. The. Morning. G.R.E.A.T.
Good night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Blogger is still screwed up and I totally have no mood to blog/study.
Okie,
bye.
This is my first time blogging using the desktop in school.
Well, lesson sucks pretty much although it hasn't really get started yet but well, it's IT lesson. The lesson I dreaded most. 15mins late and you are gonna be marked as absent. Oh well, unlike EEE. They have a grace time of 45mins. Big difference.
I woke up at 7am in the morning all by myself, I snoozed the alarm twice and thinking that I can't be late for more than 15mins since I would be marked as absent so.. I dragged myself out from the bed.
Not bad..
I was able to bathe without rushing myself.
I was able to catch the Pasir Ris train in the morning.
I was able to lean against the plastic plank in the train.
I was able to reach school before 0815hrs.
It's kind of a smooth start for my Wednesday but I think tonight I would be god damn tired because there's training later on and I slept at almost 2am last night. God, deprieved of sleep.
Well, DDZX isn't here today again. It has been 3 days already and now, I am sitting alone in the comp lab without and crappings with her.
Oh, I was very surprised in the train when on the way to school..
There was this lady with her few months old baby boarded the train and none actually gives up their seats for them. So, this would mean that she had to squeeze and stand with us and trying to balance herself without any grab poles or hand grips. She was able to have her seat when only a guy alighted at some station..
ALRIGHT, time to do my IT practical.
This. Sucks. To. The. Max.
Goodbye, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.
Alright, today I skipped CCS mass lecture again. It is really redundant, not that I do not wanna go. Well, I reached school at 2pm for lunch and headed to clubhouse next.
I intended to skip school for the whole day but thing changed when Samantha stepped in. She nagged at me and asked me to go for my lecture. I went for lecture and I was reading the notes all by myself and only 10 of us from my class turned up. See, told you the lectures today are all REDUNDANT.
After school, I went back to clubhouse and waited for my running kakis for a run to Kent Ridge Park.
The runners consist of Ebon, Eug, Thom, Duan and me. We ran to Kent Ridge Park and slacked there before running back to SP with a shorter route. I guess we ran a total of 8 - 10km. Good work out! Burns fats and burn me. HAHA. Kidding.
Back to school! Guess what? Thom brought the wrong key which resulted us being locked outside the clubhouse. They tried all kind of methods to get the door open but to no avail. We called Jiayao to come to our rescue though. We could only get into the clubhouse at around 9.15pm.
We didn't bathe and headed to West Mall for dinner. Pasta! I fulfilled my craving and the manager was great. :D
Anyway, good news. My morning lesson is canceled tomorrow. I totally forgotten about it until Vivian randomly told me about it. Thank goodness, if not, I would be heading to school in the morning for no reasons.. HA! <3
Okie!
Time to hit the sack soon although I said I wanna revise a bit but oh well..
Good Night, lovelies.
Xoxo,
annjay.