Do guys always do the same thing? It happened twice on me.
They tried to get uninvolved in any stuffz relating to me, plainly 'cos.. Maybe, they do not want to see me but whatever it is.. Why do they have to make it such way? I mean, it would definitely make both parties being awkward. I would choose not to avoid but if the other party persisted to make it that way, the awkwardness just follows you.

You ask me how,
I can jolly well tell you, I have no idea at all.

In the first place, I didn't mean to hurt anyone.
I hate doing all the rejections. The only way I could do it without much hurting someone is to convey the message indirectly to reduce the pain from the impact of the rejection but wellz, people still get hurt. This is understandable but you have to move on.

It's not as if you took months/years to woo someone and still, get nothing in return. This could then be explainable to get all emotions swirled up in you but, maybe, you should be certain of your feelings as it could only be a crush. Wellz, I'm not a psychic, I can't possibly read someone's mind nor their feelings.

Basically, I hope you can understand the fact of escaping from reality is not gonna help. I don't like people to start avoiding the problem and end up, fixing none of it. People should just thrash it out and clear any misunderstanding that have been stirred up.

To end it,
People, focus on your last exams for the academic year before you get so troubled by some of these issues. Wellz, everyone around my age is still quite young, anything can happen under the sun so.. Why bother so much about it, studies is the top priority of our life now, ain't it? :)

Cheer up and I'm gonna hit the sack like now..

I haven't been sleeping since yesterday and it's like 9.21am already. I have to wake up later for revision and no more fast food, please. I feel SO fat now. Sigh!

“Whatever u give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile n she will give u her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit!”