I'm sorry but I can't help but to start thinking like so suddenly again.

Just so yesterday, I went to school, preparing to attend my last lesson but I ended up having lunch in school (Saw my eye candy) and headed off from school to town again. Practically, I went to school just for lunch and no attendance at all.

At night, I surfed the internet and started reading blogs and everything then I read something else and that was when I started thinking, again. I started questioning myself, if everything I did is on the correct path or not. The only thing I knew, was that.. Sometimes, some things just couldn't drag any further when you know, there would not be an outcome for the near future. I'm very uncertain of it, I had no idea what to do so started thinking, maybe.. I should try to stay low, slowly putting it to an end.

I tried so hard, going out, having fun with my friends to overcome my emotional status, not wanting to get back home so early so I won't be able to have much time to spare for some thoughts searching. Eventually, sometimes it works but then, there's always a time in the day that would make me think of it actually.. It comes automatically, I could not defend myself against it.

Saying it's the end is so much easier but I wondered, if it is really an end..