Every little thing I have wrote in that paper, I really mean it and it is from the bottom of my heart. I truly understand/feel every little effort, be it from your effort, care, concern or love you gave me. Most of the time, I won't show my feelings out unless I really cannot suppress it anymore. I think that was why you would say I didn't appreciate every little thing you did for me but like what I've said, I remember very clearly in whatever things you did for me. Minor things or major stuffs, all these are engraved deeply in my heart and it will not be erased unless someone replaces my heart. Even the first song you sent me, I still remember it CLEARLY. I hope you can understand my true feelings from the letter and don't give up on me YET. I hope things change for a better one and without you, I see nothing at all in the things I do. You are like the sun in my universe, giving me all the warmth you have. You are like my pillar, supporting me when I'm down. All these are seen from you, I felt it but I didn't tell you. I hope all these are not too late to be mentioned to you. Sometimes, some things are hard to be verbally spoken out. I hope you understand my heart like you always used to. I hope to do whatever things with you, mind it stupid stuffs or important ones. The joy for me comes from you. When you are gone, I think there will be no more joy for me.

Losing you is like a deep cut down in my heart with the scar painted there and hard to be erased. I lost you once, I will get you back. Once I get you back, I will never let go again. Whatever I've said, whatever I did, I didn't mean it. I just want you back for good.

I hope things really turn out in a good way although I am pretty afraid it won't but I believe in you. I am scared of everything and anything. I really hope things turn out fine and not because a small grain of stone and make our relationship turns sour.

I believe things can be changed..

I love you and loving you always. <3