}self reflection.


i think im a bit crazy.
i tried so hard for last year.
i studied.
i got into e class i had aimed for.
i got into e 1st class.
i took up all 8 subjs.

yet..


I SLACKED FOR E WHOLE YEAR.


why..?


cos.. i hv e thgts.
e thgts of hving all e intelligent geeks in my class,
and then, i'd not b able to compete w them.
as i came frm e last class, psle aggregate only scored 197 points;
making me hv e feeling of..
of.. i will nv evr can overtake them.


therefore,


i, slacked. useless to study.
cos cant overtake.
copied hmwk;
didnt pay attention in class.


then,


i failed like hell.
no constant work.
studied but..
also failed.


ended up..


hving retest.
fail once more;
gonna say byebye..
to pure sci.




and i came to a conclusion..


after next week.
after sports camp.
after friday.
im gonna study.
im going to pass..
my..
CHEM.
PHYSICS.
AMATHS.


mark my words.